Journaling

Well this whole situation brings new meaning to the talk I heard at the broadcast. Faith through your trials and tribulations.

Ben assured me last night that as long as we are faithful and continue to do the best we can in following the commandments, we would be okay. I agree with him, but at the same time its hard to swallow. Its hard to see the rainbow through the rain so to speak or to see the silver lining. It just really sucks.

We have obligations we need to keep and I'm one who has a hard time when I can't meet an obligation. This is going to very hard for me. Its going to be very hard to stay positive and to have a good attitude around my kids, family, and friends when things are falling apart. I don't like change and this is a big change, one that I can't control.

Ugh!!!!