what sarah said

Well there you go. Caitlin Moran and Danny Wallace. I gave up on the book of the former, utter rubbish. The latter is alright. And now that that’s cleared up let’s carry on!

My updates have always been sporadic but my last post was July ’11. Yikes! Much has changed since then so I guess we should catch up. I’m living back in Cornwall again now and couldn’t be happier. I have my lovely Simon and things are very content 🙂 We have our 2 cats as well, Max and Milly who are fab and mental and cute and fluffy.

I don’t have much to say right now, I just wanted to stop by. I guess things must be ok if I have nothing to complain about!

I’m in my room. I was sitting here, talking out loud to myself. I can’t bear silence and so I do that sometimes. I kept seeing something in the corner of my eye. I definitely wasn’t alone in here.
I’m sure it was either mum or Richard.
I started talking to them both. Then just mum. Now I’m here with tears in my eyes and I have never felt so alone in my entire life.
I really hate this.

So this week it was the anniversary of Richard. I feel as though no one remembered but me. I hope so much that someone went to visit him. Such a wonderful kind man, and it should never have ended the way it did. Life is so terrible and cruel sometimes.

I don’t normally do posts like this, but I can’t have no one remember him, it’s just too awful. I hope so much that he’s looking after my mum.

I don’t even know what to write. He’s the man who brought me up and acted as my father, and I lost him. I just miss him so much.