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Ashes to Ashes
Dr. Lawrence Palevsky gives the benediction.
“I think I had my final words. I think we are certainly at a crucial place in the history of the world and the history of our consciousness and umm, we, we at some point – those who do want to run into the burning building are going to run in on their own. They’re not going to run in with people trying to drag them out anymore and because it is time.“
So here he’s saying, he’s tired. Tired of running into burning buildings to rescue people from the injection. It’s not a vaccine. It’s an injection. It’s always been an injection. It’s toxic. It will kill you and if not you, a lot of people. It’s all being hidden from you but we/I know the secret. I’ve thrown myself into the fire and I’ve been burned. I’ve been cancelled. I’ve been mocked. I’ve had data thrown at me that is meaningless because it’s coming from the enemy. This is a battle between good and evil. I’m done giving a shit about the stupid evil people inside the burning building. It’s time to let them burn. It’s time for me to get on with living. Let the dying take care of themselves. Let the spiritually dying suffer their consequences.
Northrup herself in many of her videos tries to comfort those who are devastated by family members and friends getting the “V” . . . as she mesmerizes them with her harmonic overtures via her harp, her followers listen. They grieve. She basically tells them to save themselves. You can’t save them . . . and oh yes, remember they already have a soul contract.
This reminds me of my mother saying that all those people who were dying in 2020 were suppose to die. Again, soul contracts. :/ It’s okay Zoe. It’s all as it should be. All is working out as it should be. It’s all about the children. “When the moon is in the 7th house and Jupiter aligns with Mars, then peace will guide the planets . . . blah blah blah blah blah blah.”
“It is time for the New Earth to be exposed and to be revealed because efforts to try to pull people from going into that building are taking away our efforts from creating what it is that we have to create in order to get to safety.”
Time to get rid of the “unnecessary parts.” We’re done with them. “They” are holding us back from creating a better life on this New Earth.
And I think that uh, we are on that path those of us – when I give talks now, my talks are not bout Covid any more. My talks are about reframing the medical paradigm. It’s basically a summary of or more detail actually of the summary that I gave tonight about what I envision the future and how we have to take those new concepts and build a system around it, because umm, we are in the throws of the Phoenix rising and uh, I’m very excited as Dr. Northrup keeps saying to me: “As I get older I keep getting younger” because I’m feeding off all of this unbelievable excitement for what it is that we are about to reveal. So, let’s go!”
I’m guessing from reading/listening to Northrup, that he agrees with her that there is no such thing as germs. I did a post on this back in the day. Not looking it up for my current purposes. So the New Earth will have no viruses, no bacteria, therefore no vaccines. Only clean water, clean food, no chemicals, no illness etc. etc. A New Earth. No death. The atmosphere will be devoid of all toxins and if anyone IS sick, well then it’s their fault because they mystically brought it on themselves &/or the consciousness of the collective dropped a few octaves. A few curse sermons and admonishments will get the collective back in line. He’ll clean up the terrain and take care of the miasmic leaks.
” . . . for what it is that we are about to reveal. “
For two years I’ve heard them dangle the “reveal” to their followers. I think they’ve had to rework it a few times. When past prophecies haven’t taken hold as they promised, well it’s because they did take hold but the world population just doesn’t see it yet. Or it’s because the lizard people are still too strong and foiled The Plan. But, don’t worry, The Plan is still in place. Just off the rails for a bit. Whatever you think you see, you don’t. Whatever you think you hear, you don’t. It’s all taking place. The “reveal” will be soon.
Sitting in my pew. Christ is coming.
And when He doesn’t, The Plan will be altered time and time again. The religion will evolve. Ironic.
And when the reveal fades, a new Plan will appear. They’ll forget the details of The Plan they foreshadowed and pretend the new Plan has always been this Plan. The Phoenix will still rise from the old ashes of all that came before and The New Plan/Earth begins.
Until of course, the Phoenix burns up again and a whole new cycle begins.
Unbelievably exciting.
Good vs. Evil
13 years as an infectious disease nurse and masks don’t work. Does her boss know?
Points fingers at other humans and tells them they are not human, but demonic.
Why would they go back to med school?
Continuing on re: Northrup
Feb. 20/21 – Christiane Northrup, Instagram video with about 1:00 minute left at the end of the video.
“But I learned this today from Oracle Girl and that is, um, it’s very importnat for us to realize that there are dark entities, you can call them the devil, satan, lucifer, whatever you want to. They do not have any power except for what you give them. Alright? And you don’t send them light and love. You don’t. Like let’s say that are about to take your child away, you gonna sit there and pray for them? Send them love? I don’t think so.
That is the big achilles heel of the spirituality movement, is to not engage in self protection and righteous anger. And right now these, (slight sigh & pause) what does Orcle Girl call them – high frequency negative beings, have – it’s their last gasp, it’s the last gasp of the old order. Don’t feed them. But, don’t let them get away with anything either.”
I decided to slip back into the Instagram feed of Christiane Northrup. I have not been listening to her vid’s of late, needing a break. I had a sibling tell me that they didn’t care what mom believed. She could run around naked for all they cared. Another sibling told me they wished they could get mom and I back to visiting again. Not in person, but connecting via a phone call.
Naked. I wonder why I’m the one that cares about her running around naked but they don’t. Oh yes, probably just a saying that I’m not suppose to take literally. :roll:
Without going into detail, the family has always expected me to fix the family problems. Despite my efforts and years of counselling, guess what I discovered? I can’t fix the family problems. Ta da! Anyways . . .
I sit sometimes contemplating my navel and wonder why it is that it is me that notices that mom is not mom. They think it’s mom with wacky beliefs and who cares, she’s always been wacky, so get over it Zoe. All that is worth a discussion for sure. The thing is, this iteration of mom is not mom. How in the world would sibling think I can reconnect with a mother who isn’t my mother? Well, this I know from years of therapy too. It’s because I’m the one who is suppose to morph into inauthenticity in order to play the roll of spreading love and peace to all the world.
I’ve been reading different articles about the loss family members are dealing with regarding family members who have joined the Q cult and associated friendlies. I will include links to them here at the end of this post.
I Miss My Mom : HuffPost article
QAnon Casualties: Reddit discussion board
Poor Adam
ZOE
Poor Adam, led astray by Eve. If she had not shared the apple with him he would have never seen her naked. 🙄
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BRUCE GERENCSER Funny! I have never thought about it that way! Great exegesis. 🙂
It’s the only way I’ve ever thought about it. It all starts there. All of it. 🙂
BTW, not sure where this will post. It says I’m Monty. My apologies to Monty if that’s how it posts.
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I enjoy looking back at Bruce Gerencser’s older posts and seeing the comments that I sometimes left. I had a blog that I started titled Eve Garden God and wouldn’t you know it, I lost the password. It was on the Blogger site, way back in the day. I use to think it was the treatment of women in the evangelical church that first scratched the doubt in my soul, so to speak. I use to get so tired of the church blaming women and then when called on it, they’d say, well yes, Adam is fully responsible but still . . . Eve. Yeah, the snake serpent thingy in the garden didn’t deceive Adam, just Eve. Personally, I don’t think there was a serpent in the garden. I just think it was Adam’s penis that was the snake. Alas, that’s another translation, I think.
Where was I? Oh yes. By the time I was just about to leave Christianity, I remember saying to some people who still considered me a Christian: The only thing I take literally in the Bible is, “In the beginning.” That’s it. After that, forget it. Who knows? I sure don’t. All I know is, Christianity and the whole story had a beginning. As do all stories.
In case anyone else wants to know where I’m coming from, where I’ve been and where I’m headed.
Violet: “If I were asked which country in the world hates the US the most, I would have to say it’s Canada.”
Zoe: I would say if I was asked, the U.S. does a fine job of hating itself and one another. Then maybe China and North Korea might hate you more than Canadians. Of course, I don’t know which Canadians or Canadian bloggers you are referring too.
Violet: “I don’t know why, but it seems it’s a Canadian religion to bash Americans every chance they get. You know what’s odd? I almost never hear of Americans having vitriol for our neighbors North of the boarder.”
Zoe: Almost never but sometimes?
Violet: “I notice that you never talk about your own country on this blog, but persistently harp on every flaw Americans have. I’ve read many Canadian blogs but have had to bow out of all of them for this same reason.”
Zoe: I gave up talking about my own country when my adult children assumed positions in the community and province that would expose them if people knew who their mom was and what she was writing online. That’s also when I chose the option for search engines to ignore my blog. I also moved here to this new url (14 years ago according to my WordPress Anniversary notice last week) when I made those decisions. Up and until then I was followed by bloggers all over the world in the Christian community. During that time I spoke up politically about Canada frequently as it pertained to religion, not just Christianity but often involving Islam. I wrote frequently about honour killings and wrote a long article encouraging a former Premier to outlaw Sharia law. The next day he did. Did he see my article? I don’t know. The point being I was a prolific writer and at that time unafraid in regards to my government. I have been a political person my entire life, having written to my Canadian government during my college years as well as being outspoken in the community, medical and educational system. I’ve also had politicians in my family. It’s in me. As well I have been an advocate for the abused outside the church, for those with special needs, for those who are dying and in the mental health field. At one point, I became very concerned about exposure and people figuring out who Zoe was/is. I also developed a fear because I was outspoken regarding Islam and the honour killings happening here. I was brave then. I’m not now. And though I wrote about this in a previous blog and during my busier blogging days, I was scared to death of a former friend’s “lover” who at one time was involved with (removed as this info. can still trigger me). Shortly after being verbally and abusively in written form, attacked by her, my husband had to pick me up off the floor from being shattered in a million pieces as she told me I was an abomination to the Lord and responsible for raising and immoral and corrupt generation of children. Narcissists love to hit you where your strengths are. Meanwhile she’s carrying on an affair with a converted preacher (removed this info. as it is still triggering) guy. But I’m the abomination. And just sharing that there is too much information to put in a blog.
In my 30’s I fought for my life with severe illness, spending almost 2 years in bed, only later to be hospitalized and fighting for my life sick with intestinal disease as well as battling a body and mind that were deteriorating. If I’m not mistaken, you suffer as well. In my 40’s I began to deconstruct my religion and belief system understanding that I was falling apart emotionally and mentally due to Christian abuse and felt the extreme weight of guilt and shame for having taken part in it, raising my children in it, losing friends over it and being active in youth ministry. As well, I began to develop deep understanding of the roots of original trauma from my youth. I’ve never been the same since. This blog is read by maybe 6 people though all kinds of people *follow* it and commenting here is at a minimum. You have been privy I believe to some of my password protected posts and know some of the shit I’ve been through. You also know I’m not a human being who ignores the humanity of other people.
Violet: “We’re PEOPLE, Zoe. Just people, trying to get through our day despite being ruled by an imperfect government. Just like everyone else on earth.”
Zoe: On the night I posted David Frum’s Twitter message, I had been texting my close friend who is American and lives in Michigan. She told me she was terribly depressed about the U.S. President, the postal service debacle, and told me “Don’t come here, it’s awful!” She forgot that we can’t go there as our border is not open. My point being, she was terribly upset and in the years I’ve known her I have not heard her admit to this kind of depression. I tried to lift her spirits and planned to talk to her the next day. And so I did for several hours. She kept asking why these people in the U.S. believed Trump. How can they not see he’s lying, his narcissism, his cruelty. We talked about David Frum’s Twitter message. I found it interesting, so I posted it. She hesitated to talk about the QAnon stuff because she knows it triggers me and I told her we both could talk about it since we both were upset about it. I don’t go on and on in writing anymore Violet. I’m tired. I’m no longer going to invest in the behind the scenes explanations. No one reads here because I write great instructive exposes on anything. This is like a personal diary that I sometimes write poorly in and for the most part anyone that reads here and sometimes comments here has done so with grace. I suspect many have moved on. And that’s not a problem with me. Every day I think about moving on too. Often I can’t even form sentences anymore. I might start something and not bother with commentary on it. I’m just putting it here for something to do.
Anything I write regarding the U.S. is because I’m fucking shitless scared of the world we are living in. Yes Violet, I’m a people too. And yes, the U.S. is a big part of my life from the time my ancestors landed on your eastern shores. The branch I was in stayed loyal to the throne and headed north. Others stayed south. In doing so, some of my ancestors died before they got here. They were considered traitors. Some of my ancestors came up the St. Lawrence and participated in establishing a Christian religion and nation by eliminating Indigenous peoples all in the name of Christ.
The U.S. Southern Baptists highly influenced the Independent Fundamentalist Baptist Church here in Canada and to tell you the truth, the U.S. was the bees knees and we were beneath them when it came to the one true religion. Our speakers on creationism, evolution, abortion and demonic activity travelled from the U.S. to tell us all about it. The gospel groups came from the U.S. to sing their praises. Our printed materials for Sunday School came from the U.S. to indoctrinate our children. Our youth programming came from the U.S. Seminars and mission events were held in the U.S. We were inundated with the U.S. conservative evangelical movement and when the church growth movement started, we did it too. During my short stint in Bible College some of our full-time profs were Americans.
We have friends and family in the U.S. By the way, the U.S. family are very conservative and think we Canadians aren’t the sharpest tools in the tool chest. Talk about vitriol.
When I came online in 2001 , to forums looking for help with spiritual abuse I knew not one Canadian. When I started blogging a few years later, I still did not know one Canadian blogger. When it came to Christian blogs they were American. I literally lived in the American Christian world day and night online. The books I read were written my American authors. The forums were run by Americans. It formed my world view both religiously and politically. And though when I deconstructed what I use to believe I slowly left that world with as much grace as I could knowing that once again I was disappointing people I had networked with for years.
When I started writing as an agnostic and then an agnostic atheist I found only one online atheist woman and she was American. She stopped blogging years ago. Later I found John Loftus’s blog and though it was way out of my league that’s where I started to learn of others who had left Christianity and were blogging about it. Then over the years, ex-Christian blogs blew up all over the place and guess what? All American. I was still fully engaged in the U.S. as we all wrote about, commented on and discussed leaving the faith. I think a few other Canadians were in the mix but I no longer know as I myself don’t read hardly any blogs. If you look at my list of blog sites, almost all of them are dormant as many people aren’t blogging anymore. I still leave some of their blogs listed just in case by chance someone pops in here looking for information and maybe then they can find stuff that will help them with their doubt and changing beliefs. Maybe they won’t feel so alone.
So I’ve just sat around in here, though less and less as the years pass by, toying a bit I suppose with what might have been or what should have been. Then Covid-19 startled not only me, but you and an entire universe with traumatic changes. I decided to try and develop a cohesive way of learning about QAnon and trying to understand mom so that every single time I am in touch with her I am not literally slain and knocked off my feet for days, weeks &/or months at a time. And I’m sorry but I can’t talk about QAnon without talking about the U.S. President, his government and the people who believe it. And yes, we have QAnon here in Canada but every bit of mom’s stuff comes from U.S. websites. So I am pissed beyond measure. I’ve been traumatized since Trump came down the escalator. I’m not the only one. And yes I know people are dying and starving and killing one another and despairing. I bloody well know that Violet. And though you aren’t reading this, I’m content to know you’ve moved on because this blog doesn’t meet your expectations anymore. Hell, it doesn’t meet mine, apart from the fact that I can come in here because it is my blog and prattle on about what ever it is that is making me sick to my stomach at the moment.
Violet: “I initially came to this blog because we both had similar experiences of being beaten down by religion. Religion was something I was born into and had no control over when I was a child. Now I’m leaving this blog because because I’m being beaten down for being American…something I was also born into and have no control over. You can say I’m taking things too personally, but when I read post after post of hatred toward the US, I feel unwelcome here.”
Zoe: You can take it personally. If there’s anything I’ve learned now by age 64 is that a woman has every right to take whatever it is that she finds offensive and hateful and leave. I don’t hate the U.S. Violet. That is over the top. It’s because I care that I’m angry, scared and traumatized by what’s going on. I am taking what is going on in the U.S. personally. You want to blame me for hating the U.S. go ahead. I only hate Trump and the goons who once ran against him and all said on tape that he was terrible in every way shape or form. Now they have bowed down to him and kissed his ass. Yes, I take that personally because as the U.S. goes often the world goes and it damn well affects/effects Canadians too. As well, right from the start, what is going on in the U.S. government reminds me hook, line and sinker of my days in church. Is this all stuff for a therapist? Yup.
Violet: “I wish you only the best on your journey. My journey leads me elsewhere now.”
Zoe: Okay. You may feel unwelcome here. I would never dispute what you feel. For the sake of people who may read here and wonder, people who have the password to my password protected posts are not unwelcome and Violet, that includes you. I don’t give my password out to just anybody. There are people who have asked and I’ve said, no. We are people and there’s so much more to both of us as human beings than what is shared on this one blog.
Addendum: For those reading this, I apologize for the discomfort. I’m feeling it too. I do not expect anyone to feel they have to respond &/or comment. We’re all entitled to come and go and to give voice.
“Say what you want to say and let the words fall out, honestly . . . ” (from the Brave song.)
Material Consistent With Mom’s Beliefs
Continuing on with sorting through Mom’s beliefs and learning to not be triggered by them and rendered useless as this stuff comes up in conversation. Marjorie Taylor Greene is a person who just won a Republican primary in Georgia. This is a portion of a blog she use to write in and is archived online, however it is that that is achieved.
It highlights everything I’ve heard from mom.
Even an Atheist knows and must be intelligent enough to know, that Satan worshipers are real, Cults are real and ‘True Evil’ exists. Disinformation is also real. It’s the job of the media and the entertainment industry to keep the public saturated with stimulus designed to keep us blind and distracted. This is where most people ‘tune out’ because it’s too hard for them to swallow. They don’t want to believe that there are people in this world buying children to rape and kill them as sacrifices. It’s tough to stomach but who are we if let this continue, who are we if we choose to turn a blind eye. Evil exists, and it exists at the highest level of the United States government. Don’t be naive and think ‘it can’t happen here’ because I assure you that it is.
The level of importance of this operation equates to a ‘Good vs Evil’ battle that transcends politics. This is a ‘Global Evil’ that attempted to takeover America. Many in our government actively worship Satan, Moloch/Molech and participate Pedophilia, Spirit Cooking, etc. Most Americans are afraid to look this Truth in the eye but True Evil does exist regardless of your religious views. This is not a joke and most definitely not a game. Thousands of Pedophiles and Child Traffickers have been arrested since Trump was sworn in. They are all under heavy investigation, including their funds and their affiliations.
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When I was a Christian there was a time that I believed those in leadership positions knew what they were talking, teaching and preaching about. I trusted them and though I questioned, I trusted that overall, God was using them, though imperfect human beings. David comes to mind. A man after God’s own heart. An adulterer and a murderer but who are we to question “God” the invisible entity that rules the Universe?
As I wade through TGF (The Galactic Federation) material and those who channel information and post videos, claiming expertise and divine authority (like pastors), I am reminded how people come across these videos and start to actually consider that whoever is doing the channeling knows what the heck they are talking about. Overall, they are trusted as true sources and before long a foundation of belief forms. Trump is being used though he may be an imperfect being, it is because of his imperfections and who he actually is that the soul that entered him can use him to lead the way for the ultimate purpose of ascension . . . healing . . . the new earth.
Secular Wings 