THIS is who my mother follows. I have been listening to her videos on Instagram for about 5 months. I was actually caught by surprise to note that “she is my mom.” Now, she’s not my actual mother, but mom mimic’s her in every way. Especially in the hands and some facial expressions. I wasn’t so much surprised as startled really. I realized that mom had been mimicking her for years.

There are times I must take breaks from listening to her. If you are looking for a hodge-podge of explanations for our existence, for our galactic/planetary history, for the present and for the future . . . well it’s all here.

If you want to go down the rabbit-hole of understanding conspiracy (remember it’s not to them) and reality (remember, it is to them) and good vs evil (remember that’s the core of their mission).

If you want to understand the cult of personality (remember, to them it is not a cult.) It is following higher-beings tasked with absolute knowledge and “they” are here to help us, the lower-plane humans.)

If you want to understand what’s going on politically (remember, they know what’s going on.)

If you want, click on the link. Her most recent video (if Facebook didn’t remove it) is at the top of the right hand margin. She starts off basically mentioning Jan. 20/21.

If you think taking notes will help you get a grip on their logic . . . good luck.

In following it over a period of time I notice the unfinished sentences, the jumping from one topic to another and maybe back again. Saying “the evidence shows” and never providing the evidence, though sometimes she waves a sheet up and rattles of a url on different things like transhumanism, mRNA vaccines that change our DNA as well as personal opinions (that seem to cover her ass or deflect the fact that she’s literally coming across as literal.) She’ll sometimes follow up by saying: But I don’t know. I’m thinking, then why do you present yourself as an authority that does know?

She uses the *C* letter as a word to denote Covid and she uses her fingers to form a *V* when referring to “the virus.” It has become a way of trying to avoid detection on Facebook and Instagram. She’s been flagged here and there and when she was a little more obvious I think from what she’s said that her videos were taken down at some point. She talked at one time of going underground. Places like Parlor and MeWe. I don’t think she went there. She may also be on YouTube. I haven’t checked.

I’ve noticed over a period of time that the goal posts shift. It’s over a period of time that one notices those things and dates where stuff was suppose to happen . . . actually didn’t and oddly, no one seems to notice, or a very quick flitting confusing explanation is given. The odd person shows up to ask ‘why what happened didn’t happen’ only to be labelled trolls, narcissists, reptiles, dark ones, sleeping lions (good people, just not awake yet and unenlightened.) Don’t worry about the good sleeping lions though. They’ll soon see and it is then they’ll realize that we’ve been right all long. Hold on, The Awakening is happening.

She reminds me of my former belief-system. Born-again Christianity.

She has a following. And, for the most part she has followed a ton of other people herself (the hierarchy). I will say that my first impression was Insanity. But you know, if that is the case, there are a lot of insane people. I tend to wonder, if traumatized isn’t a more apt term. People who are traumatized. After all, we all have a story and life if anything is deadly. Existential threats abide. Beliefs are formed. People are not so much insane as traumatized. Perhaps it is a lazy word I use to try to cope with the moment at hand.

Awhile ago she brought up a start up group called Make America Free Again. It was promoting like-minded people to get together in homes with the intent of basing their coming together first as a caring community (people are so lonely due to the hand gesture *V* and need a mask-less hug to feel human again), secondly to slowly start to bring up their agenda (government conspiracies, the virus, the masks, personal autonomy, sovereign lives, historical conspiracies, galactic/planetary/alien beliefs and more in order to educate, and thirdly to slowly promote (the agenda because overwhelming them isn’t productive) and have them join the movement as individual as well as collective activists for their now common cause. All of it as a benevolent way to prepare for the New Earth.

Ah I said to myself, Friendship Evangelism.

I couldn’t escape the premise of hope given by her and to a number of people who appear to be vulnerable and scared to death. Her role appears to be to give them insider information that will ease their angst. It’s like a hodge-podge spiritual ideas warehouse rehab centre presented as authentic. Just believe, have faith and trust the message coming down from the higher-beings via the light-workers and channelers. Not that different than Christianity &/or other religious promises. Hope, peace, fear, follow, believe, faith, higher-beings, light-workers (pastors), channelers (evangelists.) It’s not hard to see why some Christians would be absorbed into this miasmic balm of community and defend themselves progressives as they did so.

One of the highlighted admonitions/warnings is: stay away from mainstream media. Stay away. It’s all a lie. It’s all false. It looks one way but it is really another way. Don’t trust anything you see on T.V. Don’t trust the footage of the violence at the capital on Jan. 6/21. Nope. Fake. Actors. Didn’t happen. Just hold on. We’re almost there. Trump won. Whatever you see re: Jan. 20/21 isn’t really factual.

Yes, the Qanon stuff is woven inside and out through all of this too. Her approach to the dialogue to her parishioners is to develop sort of her own insider language. Sort of like Christianese (for those who know what I mean.)

When we attended church, we were expected to be there morning, noon and night. Some of you will get that. Twice on Sundays, including Sunday School, meetings and choir practice. Wednesday, be there or be square. Choir, youth meeting, prayer meeting. Phone calls in the middle of the night? Take them. Fit in the rest of the week with family, try to snuggle with your partner, be the Jesus others will never see in the community, in the schools and at work. Try to remember to eat well, pee and poop when you get the urge, instead of thinking you have to put everyone else first and hold on to the shit. Pardon moi.

You know the phrase, separation of church and state?

Church was about separation of church and family and scripture was used to back it up or Christianese (a sprinkle of scripture with a dash of mission statement and a pinch of church constitution along with the wooden-spoon look that left you knowing you’ve forgotten you are saved Christian and reminded you are a Christian but still a sinner and don’t you forget it!) Your family is important but not as important as the church.

You need to be here.

But what about our unsaved family. Shouldn’t we be with them? They think we are wrong. How can we reach them if we are not with them?

Let God take care of them. Let your belief and your lifestyle and your work be your testimony to them and the world.

In these videos I began to realize why it is that mom appears not to give a shit about me and is comfortable being disconnected from me. She is being preached at constantly about separation from those who don’t agree with them/her. Don’t worry about your loved ones who disagree. They just don’t know yet. And remember, they are reincarnated souls who chose “this” life so you can’t change the agreement they made before they came here. It’s okay to let them go. Some may still be on the earth at The Great Awakening and come around because they’ll then see it, others may not. It’s not your job.

So families are further divided. And people like my mom, (and young mother’s who turn away from their parents, and men who abandon peaceful friendships for violent alliances built on lies,) ignore reality and lose touch with their family because she believes she’s not going to die because this guru for years has talked about surviving death and new earth and countless other promises and mom is believing (along with the many others) that she will not die and everything is going to be okay, including her relationship with her children and family . . . and it’s all because of the hodge-podge belief system. Mom’s favourite saying with a cheshire cat grin and an air of arrogance and mystical knowing (because she’s on a higher plane) proclaims: You’ll see. Just remember what I said. You’ll see that I’m right.

I often think of the people who followed their simple preacher to Jonestown. It’s okay mom. He’s right and I believe him. You’ll see. It will be a new earth, and new beginning, a paradise. When you see it’s true, I’ll send for you and together we’ll live peacefully forever and over . . . okay? Hug. Kiss. Talk soon.