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The LAST Ride, Before, You Were, Gone…for, Good

The LAST ride, before, you were, gone…for, good, you took me on, and I was, a bit, scared, as the speed you were, riding me, was way too high, it’d felt like I was, flying, and it’d, scared me, but, I loved you, so, I’d, gone along…

The LAST ride, before you were, gone…for good, didn’t know, that that, was the very LAST time I’ll, ever, see you, alive, I was, way too, young, inexperienced of the world, until, until, you took me on that, LAST ride, before you were, gone…for good.  Then, all of a sudden, I’d become, an adult, with her childhood, left, behind!

That LAST ride, before you were, gone…for good, thought that you will always, watch over me, and I guess, that in a sense, you still are, watching, over me, just, not in this world that I’m currently, left, behind in is all.

what that, looked, like! Photo from online

So many things I’d wanted to say to you…well, there’s, nothing I can think of, to say to you, after all, you are, a stranger to me, through my early childhood days (and even IF you’d been present, I wouldn’t, remember it!), my adolescent, you’d, come in and out, made the, occasional, visit, here, and there, then, my adulthood, we’d, reconnected, sorta, but, you’re still, a stranger to me, the more I’d, found out about you, and now, you’re, gone, for good!

I keep on, replaying that LAST ride, before you were gone, for good, and, I thought I had more time with you, but in the end, time was, a liar, it’d, stolen everything from our, lives………

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On the Eve of a, Harsh, Winter…

On the eve of, a harsh, winter, yep, that’s, coming, ALL our, ways all right!

We are now, currently, dealing (barely), with the MERS-CoV pandemic, and, there’s, the “forecast” of the flu virus, the stomach flu virus, being the WORST yet, and, with, the diseases, currently, spreading too fast, all over the world right now, it’ll surely, be, a HARSH winter that we can all be, expecting, and, the WORST part is, there’s, NOTHING that we humans, can do, to STOP the globe from going, P-S-Y-C-H-O!

from the, “individual”, perspective…

photo from online

On the eve of a, harsh, winter, with the expected number of deaths, higher, than ever before, and, the assortments of viruses are still, nowhere, N-E-A-R, the, vicinity of, being DONE with us, not by a long, long, long, long, long (5 longs oughta be, long ‘nough???) S-H-O-T.

On the eve of a, harsh, winter, expect the snowstorms, the blizzards, the raging rains, and colder temperatures than, ever, before, because that would be, the effects of, global warming, taking ITS toll, on this, planet here.

So, BRACE, for, I-M-P-A-C-T!  ‘Cuz it’ll be, a TRIPLE-XL one!

from the, “global”, perspective…

with the, planet, under, “ice”…photo from online

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Having that Optimism is a Superpower

The importance of having the optimisms on things in our lives, translated…

The older we get, the more experience of life that we’d had, it’d become, harder, and harder, for us to, just laugh or even, smile.

In my memories, all the elderly persons are all, strict looking for some reasons, like after they’d, been through all the trials of their, lives, but they can’t get, beyond, life itself.  Many of them had a ton of awful things to say about their own lives and things, and, as they’d retold of the past, it’s as if, they are, experiencing things all over again in the time, like they never can, get past it.

Every time I saw an elder like this, I’d always warned myself: everybody grows older, but, I need to make sure that I age, gracefully, to be happy in old age, this isn’t anything that’s, easy!  But I prayed, that I won’t, follow, in their, footsteps.

I’m not too far off, from the elderly age now.  In about, a little over, a decade’s time, I will become, an elderly woman, in the younger generations’, eyes.  And because of all that I’d, observed, I’d slowly, found the models, then, I’d discovered, that those who smiled and laughed often, are the, most, amicable.

Those who loved to smile, they always reminded me of the face of the smiling Buddha.

They can smile at any and everything in life, had that vision that surpassed thing, they don’t get trapped in certain predicaments, and so naturally, they don’t go around, and tell their troubles to anyone who will, listen, when you’re with them, it’d felt, like that gentle breeze had, come up towards you, and it feels, quite relaxing, interacting with them.

Those who smiled a lot, are more, personable too.  They fill the world with that positive energy, and, they’d spread around the joys to others.

Those who loved to smile, gives off that feel of being blessed by life, this is, reasonable.  They can feel overjoyed over a lot of the little things in their lives, and is leisurely in approaching life, and they’re, our, role models.

Those who constantly smiled, may not have everything going their ways in life.  But reason why they are smiling often, it’s because they know, that everything shall, come to, pass.

Those who can smile in life, are, admirable, because they have that strength about them, can withstand the weightiness of the negative emotions, and knew how to, de-stress too.  Most of the people are living hard, because they don’t have this superpower, to just, smile.

And so, this is on the importance of having that blind optimism on things, and this is a quality that we can all, train ourselves to have, just train yourselves, to see that, silver lining, try to find everything that’s good that’s happening around your surrounding environment, and soon enough, you will gain, that positive outlook on things too.

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If the Death Penalty IS, “Cruel & Unusual” Punishment

Yeah uh, this is still, BULLSHIT, if you ask me, buy hey, who asked Y-O-U!!!

If the death penalty IS, “cruel and unusual” punishment, then, what of the severe methods those perps had, tortured their vics, before they finally put them out, of their miseries, what of the perp that cut off a woman’s genitalia, after raping her, and then, murdering her, huh?  Wouldn’t that “constitute” as, “cruel and, unusual” too?

And yet, these “human right’s activists” from all around the world kept preaching on how we all need to, do away, with the death penalty, and should we now???

I mean, if the world’s completely without the death penalty, then, the EIGHTH amendment of the U.S. Constitution would be, struck, off of that, thousand year old, document, wouldn’t it???

And, consider this, IF it were, your loved ones who were, tortured, and brutally, raped, then, had their genitalia CUT off, just because the perp C-A-N, would you still feel, that death penalty was, “cruel” or, “unusual”???

If it’s, cruel and unusual, to hand down the death penalty and, enforcing that, then, wouldn’t BE, tortured by ones’ own, guilty conscience for what one has done to another, be even more, crueler?

So, do NOT bullshit about things you hadn’t weathered through there, higher up officials of every single country.

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My Father’s Watch

The values that’s, assigned to your father’s, favorite, watch, based off of how he’d, lived his, life, that you now, carried forth…translated…

My father was almost, completely, blind before he passed, and that’s why he’d, placed his cherished pocket watch into the drawers, and never took it back out again.  I remembered this watch very clearly, when I was young, when my father came home, he would, carefully, take the watch off his wrist, then, wash his hands thoroughly, then, put the watch back on.  Sometimes, the watch had, slipped into the sink, and the surfaces scratched up, and he’d, felt really bad over it.

On this day, my mother found his watch.  It was, in the original box with the warranty papers, like how he’d taught me to write, each stroke is perfectly written, easy to read.  As my mother sent me the photo of his watch, I’d smiled, that was, his style all right, even as he’d become, visually, impaired toward the end, he still, kept his collected items, very neat.

an heirloom, like this!

photo from online

My father’s watch was very unique, as when I was still wearing the electronic watches, I’d watched that watch of his, with the second hand keep on ticking away, not at all resembling the sound of the second hand on the clocks; and, although he’d not worn it long, as I’d, shaken the watch a bit, the second hand started, going around again, just like him, he’d been gone a very long time, but whenever I’d recalled him, saw his belongings, he’d, surfaced, back up into my mind again.

I’d decided to take my father’s watch to the U.S. with me, and wear it often like the ad of the watch: Generations to Generations, passing it on, like an heirloom of, sorts.

Those who put this watch on, will keep on, walking on, they will keep on, working hard, dressing well enough, doing the things delegated to them, correctly.

So, it’s the values you’d, associated with this watch of your father’s, that you took, not just the watch, as the mementos of what he’d, left behind for you, and, it’s interesting, how things have that value assigned to them, that gets, passed from one generation to the next.

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How Have You Been, These Past Couple of, Years?

Commentaries, on how the head of the president, still, bobbed, bobbed, and bobbled here, off of the, Front Page Sections, in response to the President, Tsai’s, “What’s UP!!!???”, translated…

The president, Tsai posted on FB, called out to the voters, “Do give the candidates from the DDP a chance”, to allow the “Team of Taiwan” to continue by her side in 2022.  These mottos, we’d all heard, the online community who were too blunt posted on PTT, wrote out everything that Tsai and her government had, “achieved” in the past six years, including, the huge hikes in costs of housing prices, the pocketing of the cash by the DDP party of the court cases, the holes in the social security nets of the society, the blaming the wild critters on the outages that’s already occurred, the black box policy operations, and they’d rebutted back at her, “Who gives the people in Taiwan, a better chance to, live?”

“Give the party a chance”, we’d all grown, tired and weary of, in the past twenty years, the DDP had taken office twice, and, hadn’t we given it enough chances already?  And, what did we the people, receive?  These years, the inside of Taiwan became more torn up than ever before, those in power used the country like a machine at their will, attacking the party that’s not in power right now, fining the citizens with no just causes; while externally, it’d become, even more dangerous, the TMSC became, a bargaining chip in diplomacy already too, the younger generations are looking at a longer armed service terms, readying themselves, for war.  How can the people live peacefully in this means?

What’s more ironic, was the members of the online community had posted Tsai’s “promises” to the people from ten years ago when she ran for office, back then, Tsai asked, “how have you been these past four years?  Are you able to afford housing?  With the hikes in costs in everything, can you stand it?  Do you feel that you are, poorer than before, and working harder, and harder than you ever had?  She’d asked the people, to “Give Tsai a chance, to change Taiwan for the better”.  That same question, still unresolved to this, very day, what does she have to say about it?

People had given Tsai EIGHT years’ worth of chances, but, how are you living on these past couple of years?  In six years, Taiwan is changed for sure, the government became even more authoritarian, the minds of the officials, narrower than previously, backwards we’d gone in democracy, the net armies ruled, the society became, more intolerant of the difference of voices, the voice of the people, weakened.  Which of this, is a sign, that Taiwan is, better?

Yeah, and this still just showed, how the president, Tsai and the rest of her goonies from the DDP are so full of SHIT!  And that, would be exactly what we can expect, from this, bobblehead of a president, who only cared about looking flashy in front of the camera, when she’s at the press conferences, exactly like the members of her government departments too, and we the people, are we all, awake yet???

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Texted His Ex, Cursed Her to Die Soon, Picked Up His Children, & Dumping Them by the Side of the Road, the Abusive Man Was Charged, Finally, for Violating the Terms of the Restraining Order

Well, look on, the BRIGHT side, at least this MOTHER @#$%ER, did NOT go through with, MURDERING his own, ex-wife here!  How slow the LAWS are to react, to things like this, despite how we are among the “most advanced” (so stated this DDP government!) in the anti-stalking, anti-abuse laws here!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The man, Wang with priors in drugs, was suspected of physically abusing his ex-wife and children, after the courts issued an emergency restraining order, he’d, texted his ex-wife to harass her, to cuss her out, cursed, “I’d wished you would die soon every single day”, etc., etc., etc., and in February of this year, he’d even gone to the bus station, to pick up his own young, then, ditched his child at the intersections.  The Shihlin District Attorney’s Office charged him on the seven violations of his wife’s restraining orders against him, asked the courts to given him a severe sentence.

Due to his drug priors, Wang was sentenced to a year two months, which he finished serving just two years ago in October.  Before Wang divorced, he was physically abusive toward his wife and underage children, his wife couldn’t stand it anymore, asked the courts for a restraining order.  The Shihlin District Court passed the emergency restraining order last September, in October of last year, it was issued, mandated that Wang should NOT illegally harm his wife or young physically or psychologically, the term of the restraining order was for a year and six months.

The indictment pointed out, that Wang was suspected of breaking the protective order set by the courts, that between September 20th of last year and May of this year, he’d multiple times harassed his ex wife vial text messages, cussed her out, and texted her, “how much do I need to wrap in the white envelopes for your death, you will get run down and killed by automobile, I hope everybody in your family dies, save the money for your medications, your coffins, give me back the children, I will curse you dead every single day”, etc., etc., etc.

At around five in the evening on February 25th this year, Wang, without his ex-wife’s permission, went to a bus station and picked up their son, then, left the son at a random intersection, then called to cuss and harass his ex-wife.

As Wang got taken into custody, he’d admitted to everything he’d done, the district attorneys used the phone call records, the contents of the texts he’d sent, along with the already set in place restraining order his ex had against him, confirmed that he’d, breached the terms of his restraining order seven times, and charged him on it, asked the courts to give him the punishments by the counts, and due to the chances of him reoffending again, to ask for an even heavier sentence for him.

And so, this, is what you get, you were, abusive of your wife and child, and your wife filed for divorce and got a restraining order against you, and you were upset because of it, and you’d not not only, examined your own bad behaviors, instead, believed that it was her fault, for keeping your child away from you, for turning your child against you, yeah, that’s a bad person, and you deserve the HARSHEST sentence for continual harassment of your own, ex wife.

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Guilt-Tripping Me into, Pitying You

You can, kiss that, thought G-O-O-D-B-Y-E!

‘Cuz I’d already figured you O-U-T.

Guilt-tripping me into, pitying you, that’s what you’d done, too well too, I might add.  You’d, saved those, “hard-to-come-by”, and, “swallowed-down-hard” tears, just for me.  You never cried in front of anybody else, (not that I’d ever seen you) but me.

what you used to do…

and it got you, the, attention you needed too! Photo from online

Guilt-tripping me into, pitying you, you had, and I was, way too young, way too, unknowing, to allow you to, control me with your, tears, until, until one day, your tears they’d, stopped, working their, “magic” on me.

I’d, finally, broken FREE, and that felt like I can, finally, breathe!  And, as soon as the gates were, broken open, I’d, flown out, far, far, FAR away, from you, and those, god damn, bullshitting tears of yours.

Guilt-tripping me into, pitying you, well, you know what, I do, pity you, and I do, feel sorry for you, but I have, NO more, sympathies for you, to waste, you’d, wasted all of my, sympathy away, since, a long, long, long time ago.

And besides, I’d, allowed you to, control me, for more than, twenty years of my god damn, life too, and, it’d, ended already

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After Medigenvac Wiped Its Own, Ass

And it’s still we the people, who will, end up, paying all those fees, the charges, for the extra PCR tests, oh, and did I mention, how it IS, with our hard-earned, TAX-dollars that this god damn, FUCKING (don’t pardon me here!) government had used, to purchasing all of these, bullshitting, useless, unworking, vaccines here?  Yeah, and we the people still get, screwed OVER, by the DDP government here, and, do pardon my, “French” in this one!!!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

As the medigenvac warriors wanted to go to Japan, they’d needed to get the other vaccines from other approved brands, or to provide a PCR verification, it’d trapped the government led by Tsai, in this MESS of supporting Medigenvac vaccines ultimately.  The C.D.C. disclosed, that Medigenvac will be covering the costs of people’s PCR test fees, for them to visit Japan soon.  But, the government of Tsai called out to the company to, “Wipe your own ass!”, and after this, are the cover-ups of purchasing of the vaccines from Medigenvac, the costs per dose, and the policies of the vaccinations, are they all also, flushed, down the, toilets also?

The government spent four billion dollars of the taxpayers money to purchase five million doses of Medigenvac vaccines, and, a-third of the five million does are about to be, destroyed; and, the government is also, the only who’d purchased any vaccines from Medigenvac too; the Japanese government had SHOT at Medigenvac, this being, the final straw, that crushed the backs of the Medigenvac warriors, and, started up the questioning of embezzlement, of money laundering by the government’s purchasing the vaccines from Medigenvac.

Medigenvac didn’t go in the clear on the cost per dose, and the numbers don’t add up, it’s suspected for being, “the most expensive vaccine in the world”, and yet, the purchasing data will be sealed for thirty years.  While, Japan doesn’t validate the statuses of Medigenvac vaccines, and so, the government of Tsai can only, allow the “Medigenvac warriors” to other vaccines as makeup, this is declaring that Medigenvac is, useless.  The four billion dollars N.T. of our blood, tears, and sweat, all, gone down the, drains.

The government covered, vouched for Medigenvac all the way, from the president and the vice rolling up their sleeves, to the C.D.C. turning into the spokesperson for the vaccine, to clearing the obstacle course of the brand’s immunobridging, to the point of, selling the vaccine to the people to use.  And now, it would cause an extra $3,500N.T.s to go to Japan, and surely, this had, damaged the faith of the, Medigenvac, warriors.

like this, with the vaccine manufacturer with the “toilet paper” there! Political cartoon from online

And yet, these warriors called the pharmaceutical company bad, for hiding behind the government, counting the cash, but they don’t, criticize the government for manipulating the stock markets, to help Medigenvac bring in the money in stock sales.  The command center’s demanding the Medigenvac to clear the mess they’d made, it might, quiet things down a bit, and, if they continued to cover up, the wayward policies behind the Medigenvac vaccines, and they’re, fighting to win the election at the end of the year, and, who won’t, remember the Medigenvac mess that’s, singlehandedly made possibly, by the, Tsai government?

This is, on how we the people, allowed this government to ABUSE power, to ruin us all, and now, those who got vaccinated with Medigenvac, who wanted to travel to Japan, needed an extra shot of W.H.O. approved vaccine, and, the government still tried to evade responsibilities, it’d cut the corners, used the immunobridging, instead of go through the drug trial stages step-by-steps, and, these supporter of Medigenvac are now, paying the price, and, who do you think the PRC tests these “warriors” need in order to travel to Japan will get allotted to???  the TAXPAYERS, just as the government ABUSED our tax dollars, and bought a ton of, bullshitting, Medigenvac vaccines, because the government had hands in the pockets of the stocks.

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Do NOT Strip the Right to Vote Away Those Who Contracted MERS-CoV

How many had already, contracted MERS-CoV again???

Those are the votes that won’t get, counted, based off of this, “legislation” that the DDP is about to, “pass” again, taking away we the people’s rights, to OBJECT to their, authoritarian ruler, or it may be because they feared that they will, lose BIG at the end-of-year election!  The ABUSE of power, exercised, to completely here, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

Taiwan had reopened up its, gates now, it’d shown, that the government isn’t worried about the pandemic anymore.  And yet, the new rule of not allowing those in quarantine, those confirmed of contraction to vote (we can’t even, measure up to, South Korea now!), it’s estimated to affect 300,000 citizens in this country, and this clearly showed of the DDP’s political, calculations.

I believe, that the government not only can’t strip the right to vote of we the people away, it should use the practical means to encourage those who are confirmed of contraction, those who are in, quarantine to vote as well.  Why not, take after South Korea, to lengthen the voting slot sessions, to allow those who’d confirmed of contraction to come to the voting offices to cast their ballots after the rest of the voters are out, so they can, have the right to, exercise their, voting, rights to, this can also help them relieve getting stuck at home in their, quarantines, and, they can go home, back to their, at-home quarantines after they’d, cast their, ballots down, with the increasing numbers of the population having contracted the virus, they wouldn’t be discriminated against.

A lot of the experts called out, that those who’d been confirmed of contraction need the extra servings of vitamin C and other nutrients, to drink more water to recover sooner; and yet, a lot of the cities had already, done away with handing out the care packages, and if our government truly cared for these people who’d contracted MERS-CoV, they should be given the care packages, to help them recover quickly, this, is the means the government can show care and concern toward the people.  Otherwise, being in quarantine is bad enough already, and these individuals who are in quarantine are stripped of their rights to vote too, this is, full of the, political, calculations, and, in the end, we the people, won’t allow for it.

Awhile ago, on the celebration of the country’s birth, the president, Tsai sated, that the Republic of China, Taiwan is now, an important symbol of freedom in the democratic, world.  And yet, the Central Voting Commissions awhile ago, set up the laws of preventing those who are confirmed of contraction, those who are in quarantine, to not be allowed to vote at the end of year, isn’t that, ambiguous, and surely, this will spark up the debates of the government’s setting up the unconstitutional, laws.  The right to vote, it’s the constitutional rights and responsibilities of we the epo9ple, and how can our government just, strip it away?  And the DDP called Taiwan, a “symbol of democracy”?

Yeah, this is how they’re, spinning this, using the excuse of the pandemic, to BAR those who’d contracted the virus, in quarantine, from voting, because they already expected that they will lose big, seeing how they’d, FUCKED (so???) up this country, and we the people, are still, allowing these, mother @#$%ERS (maxed out!) to do this to us?

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