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The U.S. Indicted the Former Cuban President, Castro, Pressuring Cuba Using the Justice Systems

Because Trump was success in employing this BULLSHIT against Maduro of Venezuela, so, why not Cuba too?  See how the ROBBER is ROBBING the American continent blind?  And no one is there to stop him!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

Thirty Years Ago, Cuba Had Hit & Sunk a Humanitarian Small Airplane, the Trump Government is Now, Demanding Responsibility, Cuba Criticized that This was Trump’s Excuse for Invading into Cuba Using Military Advances

On the 20th, the U.S. Justice Department announced that it is criminally charging the ninety-four-year-old former Cuban president, Raul Castro, accused him for ordering to sink two civilian airplanes used to transport Cuban exiles back in 1996, that caused a total of four deaths, three of whom were American citizens.

This action of the Trump government’s was believed to be the newest implementation of Trump government’s pressuring Cuba, it’s also the very first diplomatic agenda since the Trump government’s arresting the former Venezuelan president, Maduro and his wife.

here’s how the @#$%ING (maxed out) TYRANT makes his GRANDS SPEECH on how he FREED the Cubans, from YouTube, and no, I still did NOT “scan” this one either! Off of YouTube, and yes, the link works.

Trump: Cubans have been looking forward to this moment for 65 years – YouTube

The indictment of the district attorney’s office of the U.S. against Raul Castro include one count of conspiracy to murder U.S. citizen ,four counts of murder, and two counts of destroying the aerial deices; there were five other members of the Cuban military listed as defendants alongside Castro.

The Justice Department selected May 20th to announce the arrest of Castro at the Freedom Tower in Miami, there were the gathering of local Cuban-Americans present, the acting attorney general, Todd Blanche stated, that families of the victims had waited for justice for close to three decades, that those who died were civilians on humanitarian missions, to save and to protect the Cubans escaping their own home country on the other side of the Florida coastline.

Todd Blanche stressed, that the principle that the Trump government goes by is: “if American citizens were murdered, we will come after those who murdered our own”.

The exiled Cubans in the U.S. formed the group, “Brothers to the Rescue” in 1991, originally, it was set up with the attempts of Cuban refugees who’d fled from Cuba, later, the group flew across the Cuban aerial territory, while distributing the anti-communist flyers, and upset Havana.

On February 24th, 1996, two “Brothers to the Rescue” planes struck down by two MiG-29, four members of the flight crew had all died, another flight escaped, barely, while at the time, Raul Castro was the minister of defense in Cuba.  The daughter of one of those who died, believed, that Raul Castro should’ve been made to pay a long time ago; she continued to provide the information she’d obtained to the U.S. government all these years to help with the investigation, and accused Raul Castro was one of the Cuban government that had been involved in the hit.

And still, the indictment from the DOJ of the U.S. is more symbolic, there’s a very low chance of Raul Castro being extradited to the U.S. to stand trial.  The expert from George Washington University believes, that the indictment was meaningful, that Raul Castro will have to keep a very low profile from here on out.

how Trump “paints” himself as the “savior” of Cuba, from Communist Castro, off of YouTube, the link works.

Trump on Castro’s indictment: ‘We’re freeing up Cuba’

The Cuban President, Diaz-Canel criticized the U.S. D.O.J.’s actions as political joke, and questioned that U.S.’s real goal in to find an excuse to use the U.S. military to invade Cuba.
Trump, when asked about Cuba, stated, “we will have to wait and see”; that the U.S. is willing to provide humanitarian assistance to a “failed country”: Cuba had “always been in our considerations; not just the Cuban Americans, but also those who came from Cuba, who want to return to Cuba to visit the families they left behind.”  But when asked if he will elevate the actions against Cuba, Trump responded, “No, I think there’s no need; that place is on the collapse already.”

The U.S. Secretary of State Rubio on the 20th, spoke in Spanish in a video, called out to the Cubas, that the U.S. will be offering them foods and medicines they need in $100 million U.S., but the allocation of the resources needs to be through the Catholic Church or other trusted charitable foundations.

So, this is still how the Trump REGIME (let’s call it that now!) does it, it’d SLAPPED you across your faces, and then, gave you a “kiss”, just like how Trump did Venezuela, and, Trump’s inching toward taking OVER the ENTIRE American (both the North AND the South) continents, fulfilling the Monroe Doctrine, by using BRUTE force, and nobody can do a thing about it!

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The Noble Reflections of Imperialism

A dissection of how these modern day countries are all led by these, unqualified leaders, how the rest of majority population, we’d, relinquished our abilities to think, to decide for ourselves, WHAT is right or wrong, WHAT is good for us, and leave it up for these mother FUCKERS we put into office to DECIDE for us, and “it’s all for your own, good”, how this SHIT works, and we’re still, all STUCK in our, delusions here, with NO way out!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The empires, they never, admit to their own, greed, and are always, in need of that noble mirror, to see their own, reflections.  Edward Said once stated, that every empire would proclaim itself as different from all the empires in history within itself, and to the outside, world.  This is not just the rationalized self-defense, but the core criteria for how power can function, well.  Only by believing that the self is, unique, the empires can then, turn the justifications of how it wants to operate that doesn’t fit to the moral standards, and turn it into necessary and justified, actions.

For long, the language of the American empire circled around democracy and, human rights.  The military interventions described into reform and protecting the masses, the economic expansions became liberating of the oppressed and restructuring of a society.  From the Marshall Plan to the war in Iraq, this mean of storytelling worked repeated through the decades, and it’d become, internalized into political knowledge bases, and moral instincts; until Trump came to office, the formulation of the ideology started becoming, clearer.

Trump doesn’t deny the logic behind imperialism, but he’d, adjusted the angle of how the narrative is told, and the audience to which the narrative is, directed, towards.  He’d claimed, that the U.S. will no longer shoulder the establishments of democracies out of the U.S., he’d exited out of the Trans-Pacific Partnership, questioned N.A.T.O., and used “America first” to redefine the boundaries that focused on the interests of the U.S..  And still, this didn’t get U.S. out of what Said described as the imperialistic framework, instead, it’d reiterated the settings of imperialism, the myths of expansion out of the country’s own territorial borders.

In Trump’s beliefs, the U.S. will no longer be the savior of other countries, but a victim that needs to be, liberated.  He’d described the U.S. as a victim, bound by unfair trade, weighed down by multilateralism; from his trade war that he’d started with China, to renegotiating the American-Canada-Mexican agreement, the powerful is repackaged into the victim, with the justifications of the sources, transferring too.  The targets of reform and liberation is no longer foreign societies, but the laborers of the rust belt, and “the forgotten populations”.

Trump had successfully molded the policies into a bureaucratic movement against the elites that’s now gone global.  Using the excuses of preventing the illegal substances getting trafficked in, he’d painted Venezuela as a safe haven for the traffickers, justifying the invasions into Venezuela as the necessary “evil” to protect American citizens; that arresting Maduro isn’t out of conquest or plunder, but the necessary means of combatting crimes, to protect the citizens of the U.S., and to restore order.  This showed of how flexible the usages of language of imperialism, is, even if the core target involved the change of power or to gain geographical control of a foreign country, obtaining the power still needed that moral justification to provide the justifications thereof.

Said’s observations are extremely apparent in this.  No matter how the forms changed, it is intolerable, that power gets explained as what it is, greed.  The empires needed to believe that there’s the justification for the righteousness of their behaviors, even if this “correctness” is built upon the selective interpretations of reality.  The words can be manipulated, but the structures of power is still, exactly, the, same.

The first step to understanding imperialism, is to dissolve its narrative of it being unique.  This isn’t the negating of all motives to obtain power, but as a reminder to us, when power starts believing that it has the justifications to be more than it actually, is, that its own actions, don’t need to get evaluated by the moral standards that had been accepted by what others are judged, by, the dangers are already, forming into, shape.

Trump’s America is an example; showing how “justifications of imperialism” can continue to maintain its working structures even if the policies are set against it.  From the trade wars, to the military threats, from the economic sanctions, to the political power transitioning, every time that the power gets extended, there’s that rationalization of the actions being done as, morally correct; the packaging of power can change, but, the justifications of obtaining these powers stay, the exact, same.

As an observer, a participant, our most important missions is to keep our heads, to NOT get confused by the myths of uniqueness that our governments are feeding to us.  The reflections of imperialism will always show how they want the outside world to see them, but what we see, may not be, real.

This is on how to DEPROGRAM ourselves, to these LIES that our governments tell to us, like how they’re all using, FEAR tactics to push us into voting for these mother FUCKERS (so???), preying on our fears of inflation, economic downturn, war, etc., etc., etc., etc., but hey, we can’t help it, we fear things, and that’s how the “light” of corruption gets in, and because governments are a human creation, and seeing how humans are naturally FLAWED, and you DO see where I’m going with this shit, don’t you?

Problem of this is that we are all easily sways, we follow that leader blindly, and will stay FAITHFUL to the BIG MAN and allow these IDIOTS that probably have NO clue where they’re going to (or maybe, they all know that they’re leading us all, down that wrong path???) to lead us on.

This is why this world is in this huge a mess, because we allowed these mother @#$%ERS to control all our lives, and we still don’t got a single clue, wow, we really DO deserve to D-I-E, don’t we?

We surely DO!

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No Regrets After the Moves

Everything that’s happened to us is due to fate, choices, the decisions we made for ourselves, which way we turned, has nothing to do with it, everything’s already, predestined by, fate here…translated…

I’d had a conversation with a former colleague of the school I worked in awhile ago, we’d talked about how the teachers are better paid now, they were all due to retire in the upcoming year or two (the women retire at age fifty-five in China), with the monthly pension of over ten thousand dollars RMB, there was also the sums for the purchasing of their homes that came from a public account set up by the government, and some had returned back to work, and they’re receiving two times the paychecks.

My coworker sighed, if you didn’t marry to Taiwan, you would’ve lived on richly like we do.  Then, she’d, carefully inquired, “do you regret, having resigned from your, teaching position?”

I’d smiled.

Did I, regret it?  Surely, I’d, regretted that I’d not known a thing, quit a good job on a whim.  Every time the night grew darker, I’d started crying about it, asking myself, why I’d, made the, wrong choice back then.

In my time, it is not easy for women to get educated, the university entrance, even more, difficult.  There were, more than fifty graduates of my class, only seven who scored high enough on the college entrance and got accepted, I, among one of them.  Later, some of my classmates retook their courses, and got tested into the same teacher’s college as I had, the rest can only, find odds and ends, part-time jobs, or returned back to their own hometown, and work on the, farms.  The classmates who’d not done as well as I had academically, taught all the way to retirement, and are now, living on their, full pensions, and I, because of fate, didn’t continue, to teach, and, I’d not done right by my parents who’d worked so very hard, putting me through, school.

In the views of the ordinary, had I not married across the straits, I would’ve still held on to a respectable, job, and lived on rich as a member of the, upper, class.

Then, do I, regret it now?  the answer is, no, I have a different life compared to my coworker, but both our lives are, very, fulfilled.  She has her leisure activities she enjoyed, I have my, freedom of mind, the lives are, different, we are on our, individual, tracks of life, she’s doing well, so am, I too.

Due to differences in our fates, I’d set foot on different lands, seen different sights, tasted the wide varieties of foods, even though, there were the sweat and the tears, I’d also, gained the bliss, and they’re all, nutrients of life to me.

I saw a passage, “Placing that chess piece down on the boards, no regrets, we aren’t able to make every move correctly, there are only, the resolves, not the what-ifs in life, the path you walked down, those whom you met up, will teach you something, letting go, a brand new sky opens up before you.”

No turning back, that’s the principle of the game of chess, life is a chess game, we’d made our choices, and now, we shoulder the, consequences, we’d had our shares of ups and downs, tasted the sweet, the bitter in our lives.  I think, I know how to, answer my coworker’s questions now.

So, this is on how you think you’re the one making the choices in your own lives, you are not, FATE had already PAVED the path for you to walk down, and you still think that every decision you made, is of your own, free, will?  Think again.

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Escort Service…

We don’t sell SEX, oh no, we’re, WAY, WAY, W~A~Y, better than, that…

We only have our “girls”, go to those bars, where the RICH men are paying for their, companionships.  We armed our “girls” up with MACE, TASERS (and yeah, they all had training the quality of police forces!).

We only sell the ideals of love, we teach our girls, to, seduce men, and we’d also, taught them to, protect themselves, IF something were to, happen.

like, this…photo from online

That’s the business, we sell our clients the mirages of, love, train our girls, how to use what they got, to help our clients feel, love (or what they are, misleading to believe that it is???). 

This IS a, business, and, if the ladies don’t make enough, there’s, no way, we can, keep ‘em all, around, there are, too many, mouths waiting to get, fed, too, and, when they stopped being, “valuable” enough, we turn them, O-U-T!

I’m sorry, that sounds, “cold”, but that’s the, BUSINESS, so…

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Selling the Raw Ingredients Used to Make MDMA, the Man Was Found, “Not Guilty”

Yeah, uh, how the #$%^ is this not guilty?  Oh yeah, because unless all the substances are, mixed together in a chemical lab, it wouldn’t, considered, harmful, or addictive, is that it???  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The man, Su bought the chemicals GHB, extracted the GBL (gamma-Butyrolactone) from it, mixed it with water, and sold the bottles, was charged with distributing illegal substances; the judge believed, that even though, the butyrolactone is used to make a level two controlled substance, but it’s not listed as a controlled substance, that it can’t prove, that Su was guilty of selling and distributing drugs.  In the verdict, it’d stated that the gamma-Butyrolactone wasn’t listed as a controlled substance, that the citizens can easily get their hands on, hoped that the FDA can place a restriction on the substance.

Last year on March 5th, Su used the communication app claimed that he had some substances for sale, the police acted as buyers, and used $1,800N.T. to order three bottles, and as they went to get the substance, Su was busted and arrested, and as the liquid was tested, it was confirmed that it had the substance, GHB in it, the D.A. charged Su on attempts to deal a level two substance.

Su denied having trafficked, claimed that he’d used a total of $3,000N.T. to buy two 500mL bottles of GBL, then split the volume up, and sold off the bottles to help get the party going; the defense attorney stated that the “liquid” confiscated by the police only had trace amounts of GHB, that GHB is highly unstable, and can change with the temperature, as well as the acidity, that there’s no proof that Su was selling the bottles with the GHB in it, and that Su did not intentionally sell the controlled substance either.

The Taoyuan District Court discovered, that the liquid that Su was selling had less than one-percent of GHB in it, and, although the courts didn’t believe that Su stated he wasn’t selling drugs, but based off of the data, the literature of the investigative bureau, the GBL soaked in liquid, will become GHB, with the changes in the acidity or basic level of the solution it was in, Su claimed he’d bought the solute on February first of last year, was arrested on March 5th, and the reports of the ingredients of the liquid he’d sold came out on March 23rd, there was the uncertainty of how GBL was turned into GHB due to environmental factors, that it was difficult, to confirm that the liquid Su was selling had GHB or not, he was released, on a not-guilty verdict.

This loser got off on a technicality, because this chemical is quite unstable, and can change with the varied temperature, that’s why the courts couldn’t confirm that he’d sold the raw ingredients to make the illegal substance for sell or not.  And this can be, a really BAD precedence, because now, every one who’d tried to sell off this particular drug can use the excuse that set this person free from here on out!

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She Was Mine, a Child, Lost in Time…

She was mine, a child, lost in time, and time has, its, death-grip around her throat, slowly, suffocating her, choking her, into that slow death.

She was mine, a child, lost in time, the one who’d, never had the chance of being “formed”, and yet, I still, loved (in the past), love (in the present tense!) her so very much, simply because, she was, mine, and there need not be, any other reasons.

She was mine, a child, lost in time, and, she’d, drowned slowly, in the river of time, and, there was, nothing I could do, but to, kneel by the riverbeds, and cried all my tears, and my tears, in turn, formed another, grander river, then the river of time, my child had been, drowned to death in.

She was mine, a child, lost in time, the one who’d, never made it, the one who’d been dead, way before her time! And, there was still, NOTHING I could’ve done, or can do about this death that I’d been carrying, since 2008………

She was mine, a child, lost in time, and, in lost time’s embrace, I know, she’ll, grow up safe and sound, and besides, it’s better, that my daughter stays DEAD, because this world is so full of FUCKING shit, and I surely as HELL wouldn’t want what had happened to me, to happen to her too!

She was mine, a child, lost in time, and, time shall, keep her safe and sound, untouched, and, she wouldn’t lose her innocence as I did, when I was, a very young child myself………

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Trump Stated that the School Teachers Should Start Carrying Guns, the Parents Were Angered by His Statements

The PRESIDENT of the U-N-I-T-E-D S-T-A-T-E-S, had BLURTED something OUT, without having the THOUGHT run through his HEAD again, I’m afraid!!! And he still couldn’t, make UP his mind of which side to STAND at!!! With MY opinions on the matter inputted, from the Front Page Sections, translated…

In the seventeen deaths middle school shooting in Florida on the fourteenth, President Trump saw about forty students, teachers and parents on the twenty-first, including the six survivors of the shooting. They’d begged Trump to “Do something about it”, to prevent similar cases from happening repeatedly in school, Trump promised to have the stricter background checks for gun purchases, and even brought up the thought, of having the school teachers armed, to have the teachers also carry guns in the classes, but last year, a parent of the student who’d died in the Florida middle school shooting rebutted, “How many students need to die under a gun?”

gettng questioned on the policies he set up for gun control, photo from online…

In this nearly one-hour long meeting, Trump was focused in listening to the demands of the students and parents saying how the security needs to be reinforced in the schools, how there needs to be more drills, and to up the age of buying the weapons too. But Trump replied as he had before, that he was for owning a gun, to protect the people themselves, to SHOOT the shooters first.

The student who’d died in the shooting, Pollack’s father, Drew told Trump, that his daughter got shot NINE times then died on the day, “That is why I’m here”, he’d asked Trump, “How many schools, how many students need to be under attack? This needs to stop now. If there’s no change, I won’t ever stop.”

Trump stressed, in the future, “We will do a very strict background check, and focus on the gun purchasers’ state of mind,” he’d also mentioned, that it’s needed, for some of the school teachers, to train to use a gun, to scare off the possible shooters.

Trump said, “If the school teachers have the licenses to carry the concealed weapons, then, they will be trained, especially, and there wouldn’t be a gun-free zone in the schools.” Trump believed, that banning all guns from the schools will only worsen the matter, he said, “the gun prohibited zones means, ‘let’s go in and shoot everybody inside’.”

查看來源圖片here’s one, have a LAUGH, everybody, found online…

Trump said, take for instance, the Florida middle school shooting, “if there was a teacher trained to use gun, then, it’s easy, to disarm the shooter quickly.” But Trump also admitted, that it’s debatable, the thought, of having the school teachers bear arms.

And so, here, you can see, how this is all, the American President’s one-man-SHOW, he’d stated an idea, and, someone from the audience (a parent whose child had died) challenged his thought, Trump fended for his idea, and, then agreed, with the parents’ views on how it wouldn’t be SOUND, having the school instructors armed. And from this, we can see??? How easily businessmen change their minds, and, how AWFUL it’s gonna get, for the LAND of the FREE, to live under, “King TRUMP”!!!

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Using Religion as an Excuse, Pulled His Wife Along, with His Arms Around His “Spare”, They’d Gone on a Trip Together

This man has the BALLS, I’ll give you that!  From the Front Page Sections, translated…

A man, Lu had an affair, he’d even set up so that his wife, and his spare, Hsu and he went together, on a worshipping trip; he’d lied to his wife, that Hsu was a coworker, and lied to Hsu about how his wife was his ex-wife, and, he was able to, get away.  Later on, Lu started becoming suspicious, and, his wife checked his cell, and found, that her husband was having an ongoing affair, and the other woman was pregnant, she sued her husband and Hsu for adultery.

As the Taipei District Attorney’s Office was investigating the details of the cases, Lu paid his wife, and she’d dropped the case against him, and, Hsu was found, to not known about Lu was already married, and yesterday, both of them got the charges dropped against them.

Lu who works in the transportation industry has a son with his wife, during 2013, he’d met Hsu, who was two years older than he, they became a couple; because of Lu’s job, he’d often taken Hsu out on trips, and, because they are both very religious, they’d gone to the temples.

At the start of last year, Lu took his wife and Hsu on a worshipping group trip, Lu lied to his wife about Hsu being his coworker, and his wife believed him, but, after that trip the three of them took together, Lu had found an assortment of excuses, to go to work early and to come home late, his wife realized that something wasn’t quite right, started zooming in on her husband’s whereabouts.

Last August, Lu’s wife snuck into her husband’s text message to his own mother, and it was about how he admitted to having a “spare wheel”, and she’d found another text of Hsu’s words of anger to her husband after they had a fight, it’d mentioned, “These two children are my pains forever, you wouldn’t know”, that, was when Lu’s wife realized, that the “coworker” her husband talks about was actually his whore.

As the D.A. prosecuted the case, Hsu admitted to having sex with Lu, but claimed that she didn’t know he was already married; Lu also told, that he didn’t tell Hsu that he was already married, and so, the D.A. believed, that there was no proof, of Hsu knowing, that Lu was already married.

Yeah, uh, you’ve GOT to be shitting me, right?  What the F***?  And this man still hid behind the BIG shield called “religion”, wow!  And, this still just shows, how BAD they can behave, IF we don’t keep them in check!

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Giving Them a False Alibi

You might think you’re helping them, by covering their asses, but, you’re not!

Giving them a false alibi, so they can all, get away, from committing their crimes.  Giving them a false alibi, you might think, that you’re just, doing what’s best for them, and, for the time being, it MIGHT seem that way, but, for the long run, you’re actions bear consequences you can’t even begin to imagine.

Giving them a false alibi, they’d already had their last strikes, and, you think, that you’re helping them, but, you’re actually HARMING them, by taking the RESPONSIBILITIES that they need to learn to shoulder up on their own.  Giving them a false alibi, you hoped, that it will help them behave better, that they’d learned, to NOT disappoint someone who cared so much about them, too much, that she was willing, to perjure oneself, to save them, but, you’re DEAD wrong!

Giving them a false alibi, you’re NOT only, NOT helping them, you’re actually HARMING them, more than you can imagine, what, do you think you’re teaching them, by covering them, giving them a false alibi?  You’re teaching them, that it’s okay to lie, to find holes in the system, to squeeze into, to get out, of being punished, and, in the long run, you’d hurt them, too much………

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Too Scared to Tell…

We were, too scared to tell the truth, because NOBODY’s gonna take our words over theirs, after all, they’re, respected, by the community, and, we’re, just nobodies…and besides, who’s gonna believe us?  They’d probably say, that we’re just, looking for attention is all, but, we really aren’t, it REALLY happened.

Too scared to tell, because he was in a position of power, and, he’d used that against her, he’d manipulated her into believing what’d happened, was ALL her fault, when he was, actually the one to blame.

Too scared to tell, that, was how she grew up, and, even though, she’s no longer threatened now, she still chose, to keep her lips sealed, because nobody’d believed her before, why should they start to believe her now?  Too scared to tell, it’s NO use, nobody CAN help her out, and so, she must, weather through the abuse from someone she trusted, with her life, and, the betrayals are not just from him to her, but also, from her, to herself as well…

Too scared to tell, as nobody had ever believed anything she told, from that very first time when her daddy came into her bedroom when she was in her younger years, she DID tell her mama, and, her mama didn’t believe her, and, when she’d told her mama again, her mama got real mad, and that, was how alone she’d felt growing up, and now, she’s all grown up, she’s still being victimized, as she’d learned, to become, helpless.

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