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November 22, 2025 · 3:39 am

The Scattered Pieces of My, Utopia

The scattered pieces of my, utopia, they’re lost, and won’t ever be, found, ‘cuz you’re, gone…

The scattered pieces of my, utopia, I thought I’d found heaven and love, and it actually, wasn’t.  I didn’t know what I was, searching for, until it’d, HIT me in the face, and it’d, hurt!!!

what it was from, before…image from online, so ideally, beautiful…image from online

The scattered pieces of my, utopia, life’s, broken completely, everything’s, no longer, together, my world fell, apart.  I’d forgotten how to smile, to laugh.

The scattered pieces of my, utopia, I’d forced myself, to pick up these, jagged, broken parts that seared through my flesh, making me bleed, to remember, how it was before, or how something so good ended up, hurting me so bad, I really couldn’t, tell.

I’d scattered these pieces of my, utopia, allowed the storms to wash it all away, the waves to swallow everything down, and I’d, left it, for good.

and, look at it now! Totaled!!! Illustration from online

My utopia no longer, existed, so why would I need to, hang on to it so tightly???

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October 30, 2014 · 9:08 am

Living in Agony, Before Dying in Peace

What, an AWFUL way to die!!! All the onlookers who came to his burial commented, well, at least, he’s now, at peace…of COURSE he’s AT peace you IDIOT, he’d finally stopped breathing you M-O-R-O-N!

That, was what had happened, he was, living in agony, he was diagnosed, with an unknown illness, something happened to his blood cells, his white blood cells started attacking his own red blood cells, so basically, he was, EATEN alive by his own body, can you imagine the kind of pain from that? I sure as hell can’t!

Living in agony, before dying in peace, that, was what had happened, his family let his cancer drag him out, way too long, and, he was kept on life support, for nearly six months, because his family wasn’t willing to let him go yet, thus, they were the ones, prolonging his sufferings.

Living in agony, before dying in peace, he still passed away, peacefully, or, so I was told by those who were there, to watch, and I just couldn’t go, for one reason or another, can’t really remember that now. Living in agony, before dying in peace, why?  Why couldn’t you just ACCEPT death as it IS a part of life, and just welcome death, in your warm embraces?  Is it, because of the bad things you’d done, that makes you fear, constantly, what might happen next???

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