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Love is a MESSY “business”, and yet, NOBODY, can, escape it…that’s how it is! On getting our hearts, broken by someone…translated…
“Like the saying goes, you can’t escape the law, nor can you, escape, from, love”, a friend from afar, M, begged to differ. What he’d meant was probably: the law is for the guilty, while the love, for the, lover. The guilty carried the markings of sin, while the markings of the lovers, are brighter colored, and glowing. And yet, he’d forgotten, that the law is, very, strict, once you’d, offended, you can’t, ever, escape it, you couldn’t dodge, you can only, throw your hands up in surrender, and get, taken, in. By the same, falling in love, you can’t escape the heart, you can’t, get beyond that, infatuated state, and you can, only, offer your hearts, up.
The character of “The Dreams of the Red Mansion”, had all caught themselves, in the nets of, love. As M fell for the nets of love to capture him set by his Korean girlfriend, he wasn’t able to, escape, the heart skipping a beat, gotten infatuated with her, along with, the thrills of the, chase.
Can’t forget that feeling, that thrilling scene, of how the lovers had, been forced to, part, and, as the love went, bust, with tears falling from his eyes, he’d, walked to the parking lot, couldn’t collect all the feelings he’d, put into the love, he’d started, crying out loud, looking for his own, car as he’d, cried on, and, no matter how he’d, circled around, he just, couldn’t find that car he’d parked, inside, that, not really big, parking lot. And, just like that, a big boy, got, gobbled up by the nets of, love, was he really trying to, find his car? Yes, and no. He couldn’t escape from the price he must now pay, for, falling in, love.
(Maybe, you’d needed to taste the sweetness of love, to know, that there are, the laws of love you can’t, escape, from, there were, the ironclad laws in stone, of love too, it’s, authoritarian, saved for the self, only, and can’t be shared with a, third, person.)

nobody escapes…

and the kid doesn’t even, aim well enough!!! Illustration from online
It’s like so for the Little Mermaid as well too. The Little Mermaid, in the prime of her youth, fell at first sight for the prince, and, longed to be his wife, to get the eternity of the soul shared with him. She’d paid the price, lost her, voice; she’d paid, some more, weathered through the pains of her, physical, body; she’d paid, swallowing the pains of loss, and, still wished the man she loved, to be happy with, another, woman. At the very end, she’d, decided, to give her self away, to pay for love with her life, returned back to the oceans, and, as the light from the sunrise hit the waters, she’d become, sea foams, vanished, in that endless, ocean of love, without any, blessings for her, no regrets from her part.
The night of the breakup, M’s hair turned, white, and he’d lost his memories too. And, don’t know how much longer, his tears finally, ran, dry, like he’d, done served his hard time, and finally, released from the imprisonment, and that, was when he’d, walked out, from his own, imprisonment of the self. And yet, the love was like the coming and going of the tides, still keeps on coming towards him, again, again, and again, and once the waves of love comes, all you can do is to, fall in, again. Those with the feelings still intact, can’t escape the realities of the dreams, can’t break free from the falsities of the, dreams too, real and make-believe, all trapped, inside, by this, body.
You can’t escape the laws, and you also, can’t escape those tides love either, and they keep on, coming, one right after the next, and the next, and the, next. The waves came and went, the sweet sounds of love’s laughter, the joys of love, mixed with the jealousy, the hate, all those, teardrops that strung into the pearls because of the, broken hearts, in the end, they are to become, the foams, set free to, sail into, the oceans unknown.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! No matter what sort of mirages this life brings us,, there’s, no shortages of the, foams.
Maybe, the earth itself, is a, huge, bubble too.
Then, would the interactions between people, between man and, universe, all, be, slowly, dying?

and it hurts, doesn’t it??? Sketch from online
Lessons from the heartbreaks, they’re the hardest to learn, because, we all want to keep our, rationalities in love, and we tell ourselves, that we can’t, lose our senses this time (because we had the last time, and look where it’d, gotten us???), and yet, as Cupid’s arrow (god damn it, someone needs to CONFISCATE the DANGEROUS weapon from that BRAT’s hands!!!) hits, we get, infatuated with someone, and, we get that warm and fuzzy feelings inside (like I said, it might be, G-A-S!!!), then, we can’t live without each other, then, as love progressed, we all get bored, and start looking for that EXIT signs, and then, it takes something major, (like you lied, I cheated, etc., etc., etc.) for love to, finally, SNAP, and none of us realize, that hey, that event that’s, caused us to S-N-A-P, was only that, final step toward our, breakup, the breakups been, long time coming, it just takes, that solitary EVENT (cheating, lying, etc., etc., etc.) for us to see, that hey, we’re not right for each other, then, there’s, still a whole lot of mess after that, because, I feel upset that you broke it off with me, and I’d put in so much energy, gave you my heart, yada, yada, yada, and I will take revenge on you, for breaking my heart! Then, love becomes, REVENGE, and it’s still, a huge, M-E-S-S…