Flower of the Day – Purple Pansy
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Deep purple Pansy with white
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Flower of the Day – Purple Pansy
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Deep purple Pansy with white
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Two Souls: Into the Fire # 190
warning … adult content
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Steve and Ghost continued their conversation out in the graveyard a little longer.
“I told my grandmother I was in love with you…a long, long time ago,” Ghost said.
Steve looked surprised. “What?”
“Yeah, I did…even before we really knew each other.”
“What did she say?”
Ghost shrugged. “She said she already knew…that it was already foretold…written in the book of life, that we’d be together.” He looked deep into Steve’s eyes. “And, then we got to know each other, and here we are now.”
Steve shook his head and sighed. “That’s amazing, Ghost. I don’t want to bring up bad memories, but that day I brought you home, after…well, you know…your grandmother said almost the same thing to me. And, she’d never even seen me before. She said the time would be right for us, soon…and it was.”
Ghost nodded. “I know…I knew it then, that day. I felt it, Steve.”
“I think I did too, or something…well, I didn’t know what to make of it, but yeah…I think I knew it too, Ghost.”
They sat there awhile longer, just enjoying the warmth from the sunshine. “Are you still nervous about tonight?” they both said at the same time, then laughed, knowing they both were thinking of Steve’s sister maybe being there at the show.
“A little,” Steve said. “You?”
“Yeah, a little bit,” Ghost said. He jumped down from the headstone, and stretched, moving his shoulders and head around, shaking his hands, and breathing deep, trying to relieve some of the anxiety he was feeling.
“Um…look, Ghost, Terry gave me some smokes, ya know, to get mellow with. You want to?” he asked.
Ghost nodded. “Yeah, I think it would help both of us through this night.”
Steve pulled out the carefully wrapped package, and a lighter. They walked over to their favorite smoking spot, settling down on the grave, where they’d sat so many times before. As the whorls of fragrant smoke drifted away on a breeze, their reality became a dream, and their dreams became reality, as they let their worries fade away. They talked of everything and of nothing, and time passed into late afternoon. Both of them fell asleep for awhile, and the spirits hovered over them, smiling.
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As the sun went down, it began to grow chilly. Steve woke, and roused Ghost. “I’m hungry; let’s go in,” he said.
“They’re happy for us, Steve,” Ghost said, looking up. “The spirits watched over us today.”
“I can feel that, too,” Steve said. He reached for Ghost’s hand, pulling him up, and they walked back up the path to the house.
As he was making a sandwich for them, Steve went over again their show plans, and was relieved to feel no anxiety about it. By the dreamy look on Ghost’s face, he knew he felt the same. “Ok, get yourself ready, Ghost…it’s almost time to go to the club.” He went to his own room to prepare. Ghost took a quick shower, then did the same. They met back in the living room a short time later.
Steve, as he had said, had on all black…boots, jeans, and the Aerosmith tee-shirt he’d bought at the thrift shop. Ghost, who never really cared what he wore, twirled around, showing Steve his outfit for the show.
“Is that it?” Steve asked, and stared.
“Yeah, why not?” Ghost asked. He had on his Ghost Adventures black tee-shirt, cut-off jeans shorts, the UGG boots, and a deep purple scarf with fringe, hung around his neck.
“Aren’t you gonna get cold?” Steve asked. “I mean, shorts…in the winter?”
Ghost shrugged. “No, I don’t think so. I’m hot, so it’s ok, and on the stage, I’m always hot, so yeah, this is it.”
“Okay, then, if it works for you, it works for me,” Steve said, laughing. He picked up his guitar case. “Then, let’s go.”
Ghost went ahead, opening the door for Steve. As Steve passed by, he slapped Ghost’s butt, “Yeah, you’re hot alright.” This made Ghost giggle, and on that note, they left for the club.
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Over at the Yew, Kinsey had finished his preparations for opening, with the food and drinks ready to go. The tables and chairs were set up, and Lost Souls books and CDs were displayed at the end of the bar. At 7 p.m. he opened the door, and was mobbed by the crowd, who’d been waiting for the fun to start. There were the punked out kids, the goths, the cowboy booted kids, and the farmer’s kids, he saw regularly. The college crowd was here, along with some newcomers, and other locals.
Kinsey was kept busy, serving up the soup and sandwiches he’d made, getting drinks, and even selling some of the books and CDs already. The jukebox was playing, and a lively game was going on at the pool table. The arcade games were getting a workout, too.
He looked at the time. Any minute now, there would be a shift in the atmosphere, as the guys came in to set up. Then, right on cue, there was an air change… a cool breeze wafted through, as Zach and Trevor came in through the back door. Terry and R. J. were right behind them. They all headed off to the back dressing room, and Kinsey followed, to ask how it was going. He could hear the crowd noise, getting louder, now that the band members were here.
“Y’all ready guys? They’re pumped up out there,” Kinsey said. “You’ve got about thirty minutes before show time. I’ll be at the bar if you need anything.”
Zach was hopping up and down with excitement. Terry and R. J. went out to the stage to set up their equipment, while, Trevor wanted a minute alone with Zach.
“Zach, come here for a second,” Trevor said. Zach danced his way over, and Trevor grabbed hold, giving him a big hug. “You’re amazing…you know that, right?” he said. “You’re cute, and a great singer, and I love you, Zach.” He gave him a kiss, and didn’t want to stop.
“Trevor, I love you so much,” Zach said. “I could never do this without your support.”
Trevor smiled down at Zach. He loved how Zach’s enthusiasm bubbled over into everything he did. “Go out there for your fans…I’ll be front and center,” he said, and opened the door to the club, giving Zach a wink, as he left.
Zach entered the stage area, where Terry, and R. J. were ready and waiting for him. Calvin had come in at the last minute, and was still tuning his guitar, and looking out over the crowd as they moved closer.
Zach had decided against wearing a superhero costume, and instead, had on tight, black leggings, and a red tee-shirt that he’d embellished the front of with sparkly black letters, spelling out Gumbo. He was ready.
Nodding at Terry to get things started on the drums, Zach started singing their first song, as he moved from one side of the stage to the other. They played a mix of punked up pop songs, zydeco, and country oldies…something for everyone, as their name implied.
As Gumbo began their second song, Steve and Ghost arrived, coming in through the back door. The noise and energy in the club was intoxicating, and Ghost was smiling big, his heart pounding in excitement. They waved over to Kinsey, as they went on into the backstage dressing room. Steve was already sweating.
“Wow, Ghost, you had the right idea after all, wearing shorts. It’s hot as hell in here.” He wiped his forehead.
“Well, I can cut your pants off, if ya want me to,” Ghost said. “I’m still hot on top, but my legs are fine.”
“Naw, that’s okay…I’ll manage,” Steve said, really meaning he’d not be caught dead wearing shorts…ever. Ghost grinned, knowing exactly what Steve meant.
Kinsey came in to check on them. “Hey, guys…It’s off to a great start. Y’all about ready? I figure about twenty minutes.”
“Yeah, we’re ready, Kinsey,” Steve said, as he got his guitar from the case.
“They’re gonna take a ten minute break, then it’s all yours. Oh, by the way…your merch is selling good, already,” Kinsey said.
“That’s great. I was hoping it would,” Steve said.
“What’s merch?” Ghost asked.
“It’s our merchandise…you know, our CDs and books,” Steve said.
“Oh, I get it…and yeah, that’s good, Kinsey”
Just then the stage door crashed open, with Terry, Zach, R. J., and Calvin, barreling in. Zach was laughing and talking fast about how much fun it had been out there. Terry said a quick hey, as he headed for the bar, and a beer. R. J. guzzled water.
“Man, it’s a mad house out there,” R. J. said. “And hot…so hot. Hey, Kinsey, ya got the A/C on, or what?”
“Yeah, it’s on, can’t do any more to cool it down…sorry,” Kinsey said.
“Ah, well…it’ll be fine, I guess,” R. J. said, and poured water on his head, slicking back his hair.
Terry came back in, half his beer drank already, and sat down to cool off.
“Whenever you’re ready guys,” Kinsey said. He left to go back to tending bar.
Steve fiddled with his guitar, making sure it was tuned, and his extra strings were handy. He’d been known to break a string once or twice during a show, and could put a new one on so fast, he hardly missed a beat.
Trevor came in, grabbing Zach, and congratulating him on his performance, then both headed for the bar, for some refreshment, and to get settled before Lost Souls took the stage.
“Let’s do this,” Terry said. He held open the door for R. J., and waited a second for Steve and Ghost to come, but just shook his head. He could tell that Steve and Ghost were talking without words, as they stared into each other’s eyes. He left them to it, smiling as he went back to the stage.
“It’ll be okay, Steve,” Ghost said, even though his voice was shaky. “We’ll get through this…we all will.” His eyes were getting watery, and he swallowed hard.
Looking down at Ghost, Steve nodded, holding Ghost’s hands, gathering strength, as best he could. He knew this night would be a big change, for them all. Taking a deep breath, he asked, “Can you…do you…is she here?”
Ghost nodded, and closed his eyes. “Yeah, Steve…she’s here…out there…waiting…”
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Next part coming soon!
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© 2019 BS
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This is a work of “fan fiction” based on the novel, “Lost Souls” by Poppy Z. Brite. All credit for the original characters, places, and some backstory mentions, belong to Ms. Brite and her publishing affiliates. Only newly introduced characters, places, and original elements of this story are entirely from my imagination. Character descriptions are a blend of the original book descriptions and my interpretation of them.
All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.
No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.
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The content herein is rated by me as being at the high end of MA (Mature Audience). It includes strong language, violence, sexual themes, including same sex pairings, religious themes, and fantasy horror.
I Found It Again
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Just thought I’d re-visit my first WP blog posts. It was in February of 2014. It took me awhile to get going, but I finally figured things out on here, and how do make posts, and add photos. 🙂
Oh, I did mention my other blog over on Blog Spot (Blogger) with a link. I posted over there for a year before coming to Word Press, and they are all still there. Check it out if you want to.
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I am trying to figure out this WordPress blog…I tried to set it up a long time ago, but abandoned it because I couldn’t figure it out. Now, I may be ready to try again. We’ll see what happens!
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Well, well…I found my WordPress blog again! Not sure how that happened, but here I am! Now what? I need to look around the dashboard thing, I suppose. I’ll play around with it, see if I can get an understanding of what is what on here.
Haha it has been so long since I did anything on here, I had to find what little notebook I’d written some instructions down in. And believe me, I have soooo many little notebooks! You should see me frantically flipping those pages, scanning all the notes I write, to find the page I want. As the old joke goes, it is always in the last place you look!;-)
I need to figure out what is a widget…is that what they are called? Or catagory…or how to put a picture on here…well, lots of stuff. I’m not even sure what kind of blog this will be…I had something in mind a long time ago, but have done that on my other blog over on Blogspot…which you can find at http://ghostmmnc.blogspot.com …so at this point, I will just write whatever comes to mind on this one.
So, if anyone is reading this, bear with me …it is definitely a learning process.
Until later….Peace and Love!
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One-Liner Wednesday – Tough week so far
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We are mosaics – pieces of light, love, history, stars … glued together with magic, and music, and words. ~ Anita Krizzan
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Flower of the Day – Speckle Freckles
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Here’s a bunch of yellow lilies with brownish red speckles on the petals. They’re kind of like freckles.
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FOTD – August 30 – Two dahlias for the price of one
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Word press is messing up my posts, so I’m done for the day. I’ll try again tomorrow!
Peace ☮️
Flower of the Day – Purple Tulips
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“Where flowers bloom so does hope.” – Lady Bird Johnson
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Flower of the Day – 7 Times Lucky?
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I like these little flowers called moss roses. I’ve grown them myself several times. One time the wind blew the seeds of them out into the yard and they took root and I had little flowers everywhere! Fun!
Anyway, this is the 7th time I’ve posted this picture, the only one I have of these flowers. Hope you like them, too. 🙂

Pink and yellow frilly flowers called a moss rose
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FOTD – August 28 – Rose, photo by Joe Krieg
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Two Souls: Into the Fire # 189
warning … adult content
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Steve tried to ease Ghost’s mind about what would happen if his sister did come into town…to the show tomorrow night. “Yeah, Ghost, things happen all the time that change people, but not so much that we can’t deal with it. We’ll learn to go with the little changes. Try not to worry, okay?” He took Ghost’s hands into his own, warming them.
Ghost closed his eyes, and tears ran down his cheeks. “I know, Steve, I know we will, but I can’t help worrying how much…”
Steve reached up to brush away Ghost’s tears. Leaning his forehead against Ghost’s, he said, “Nothing will ever change how we feel about each other…nothing. It doesn’t matter what she thinks, or says, or anybody else. We are together…we love each other…and people can accept that, or not. Yeah, there may be some adjustments if she moves back in town, but we’ll be fine. She’ll have to make changes, too. Well, it’ll be different, but good to get to know her again. Do you see what I mean?”
Ghost sniffled, taking a moment to think about what Steve was saying…to believe it. “Yeah, I guess so, Steve. It’s just I don’t like it changing all the time.”
“I know, and it will take some getting used to, but I’m getting kind of excited about it, now. I want to see her, to find out what happened to her…” he paused a minute, thinking of how it would be to actually see her face to face. “So, are we good? Are you cool with it? Are we gonna put on a kick-ass show tomorrow night?”
He jumped up from the bed, and did a little air guitar. “Hell yeah we are, Ghost.” he said, trying to get Ghost to smile. It worked…Ghost couldn’t help but laugh. The air was cleared, now, and everything felt normal again…at least for now.
And now, they were hungry. It had been a long time since the big breakfast, so they prowled around the kitchen, finding something to eat.
“So, did ya find something to wear in all that mess of clothes?” Steve asked.
Ghost smiled. “No…I wasn’t really looking.”
“Oh? Then why the big mess?”
“So it would look like I was looking,” Ghost said. “Besides, I already know what I’m wearing to the show. You’ll see it then.”
Steve shrugged. “Okay, it’s up to you, but I’m not getting fancy, myself.”
“It will be something black, won’t it?” Ghost smirked.
“Yep, sure will,” Steve said.
After eating, Ghost went to pick up all the thrown about clothes in his bedroom. Steve turned on the tv, but couldn’t really concentrate on it. He kept thinking of his sister, and what he would say to her, and what she would say to him…and would he even recognize her when he saw her. It had been so long, and he’d only glanced at the picture Kinsey had shown them.
And, something else Ghost had said…about her kids, and maybe moving in here, or here in town. Now he started to worry about that. He knew he was getting worried about it for nothing, especially after the talk he and Ghost just got through with, but still, he couldn’t help it. To distract himself, he picked up his guitar and just played random chords, as loud as he could.
Ghost, in the bedroom, heard Steve banging the notes out. He froze for a moment, feeling…sensing Steve’s emotions. I shouldn’t have told him…but he made me… He stayed in his room, until he heard Steve’s music get quieter and slower. Reaching for the little vial of calming oil, he’d bought, he took a whiff of the orangey, lavender potion. It made him feel better, and wondered if it would help Steve, too. He headed for the living room.
“Here, Steve, inhale this…it helps,” Ghost said, as he knelt in front of Steve. Steve took it, with no questions asked, and took a deep breath of it…and another…
“Ahh, that’s wonderful…” Steve said, his eyes closed.
Ghost put his hands on Steve’s thighs. “Don’t be worried…don’t be afraid. It’s just your sister…your real family. She had to leave, back then…you know she did. If things had been better, she would have stayed,” Ghost said, hoping he was helping Steve get through the anxiety, now, just as he’d been comforted by Steve, earlier.
“She had a hard time, too, Steve…all these years. Now, she’s coming to see you. She probably didn’t even know what happened to you, either. Then she saw Kinsey, and well, her life changed right then, too. Do you see? She’s trying, Steve…reaching out to you. It’ll be okay…just talk to her…just love her…”
Steve looked into Ghost’s eyes…here was his best friend, his lover, somehow knowing and saying all the right words to make him feel better about it all, to calm his jitters. Even when Ghost was himself hurting to his very core, he could still feel other’s pain, and take it into himself to ease their suffering.
He knew Ghost had this gift of empathy…he’d witnessed it, and been the recipient of it, over and over. He didn’t understand how anyone could do this, but was grateful for it, just the same.
He began sobbing…a release of sorts, from his worries. “Thank you, Ghost,” he said, hugging Ghost to him. “Thank you for being you, and for being with me through this, and through everything.”
Ghost held Steve close, stroking his hair, and they rocked back and forth, there on the couch, the guitar forgotten on the floor. They never made it back to the bedroom, that night.
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The morning sun, beaming through the living room window, woke them early, still snuggled together on the old, worn-out couch. Sometime during the night, they’d pulled the crocheted afghan over them, that Ghost’s grandmother had made.
Somehow, they woke with a renewed energy, and outlook for the day and night ahead. After a light breakfast, Ghost announced he was going down to the graveyard, to talk to the spirits for awhile. Steve gathered his equipment for the show, then joined Ghost out back. The air was crisp, but warming, in the patches of sunlight that filtered through the trees.
“Hey, you contact anybody, today?” Steve asked, as he approached where Ghost was sitting, on a square-shaped headstone. Steve sat down, too, trying his best to hear spirit voices. He’d never heard anything, though.
Ghost nodded. “Yeah, the old guys are here. They wish they could come to the club to see the show.” He smiled, looking out over the small cemetery.
Steve watched, and looked, too, but saw nothing. “What is it you hear, Ghost? What do you see?”
“Huh, what do ya mean?”
“You’re always listening and talking out here. I never hear or see anyone. Tell me what it’s like,” Steve said.
Ghost thought about it, about how to explain to Steve. He’d tried to, before, but it was hard to describe it so Steve could understand. “Well…it’s just like this. Like me and you talking out here, right now. The spirits are real, Steve. They’re here, too, and they talk to me, and to each other.”
“But, what do they say?” Steve asked.
“Oh, they talk about their families, and tell their war stories, and make jokes, and well, everything, just like when they were alive. I hear them just fine, and I know they hear me, too. Only sometimes it’s not said out loud. It’s just thoughts in my head, that I hear them. I know it’s not me, so I know it’s them. Oh, they look like when they were alive, too, only I can kinda see through them,” Ghost said, laughing. “It looks weird, but I’m used to it. They’re nice guys, Steve.” He grinned, and looked out across the graveyard, and listened for a minute.
“They’re saying hi to you, Steve, and they’re waving. Say something back to ’em,” Ghost said.
Steve looked skeptical, and shook his head. “Like what?”
“Just anything, Steve…they’re waiting…”
“Okay,” Steve said, taking a breath, blowing it out slowly, while he thought of something. “Hi, guys…how’s it going?” He felt self-conscious.
“That’s good, just say stuff like you say to me,” Ghost urged.
“How do I know when it’s my turn?” Steve asked.
“Well, I’ll tell ya when to talk to them, but first, try to listen. I’ll help ya learn how.”
“I’ll try.” He talked out into the air, to nothing he could see, about their plans for the day, and for the show. He didn’t hear anyone talking back to him.
“I feel silly, Ghost,” Steve said. “I think I will leave the spirit talking to you.”
“But they’re all talking at once, wanting to talk some more to you.”
Steve gazed out across the headstones and crosses, now dappled in shade and sun. He knew he’d come a long way. He was comfortable sitting there, and living next to a cemetery…never would have imagined it in his wildest dreams, that all this would be completely normal to him.
“So, you think this is normal?” Ghost asked, having heard Steve’s thoughts.
Steve nodded. “Yeah, for me and you…at least now. At first it was pretty strange, but I got used to it.”
“You kinda had to, Steve…’cause I wanted you to stay around…to be my friend.”
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Next part coming soon!
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Thanks for visiting! Peace ☮️
© 2019 BS
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This is a work of “fan fiction” based on the novel, “Lost Souls” by Poppy Z. Brite. All credit for the original characters, places, and some backstory mentions, belong to Ms. Brite and her publishing affiliates. Only newly introduced characters, places, and original elements of this story are entirely from my imagination. Character descriptions are a blend of the original book descriptions and my interpretation of them.
All songs included in this work will be solely owned by the original performers/writers and will be credited. Creative license is taken in including them in this story.
No harm is intended toward author, musicians, or people and situations to whom there may be a resemblance.
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The content herein is rated by me as being at the high end of MA (Mature Audience). It includes strong language, violence, sexual themes, including same sex pairings, religious themes, and fantasy horror.
The Attic
Weekly Prompts Weekend Challenge – Narrow
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This is a piece I wrote for the WP writing course 101 way back in 2015. It has the word narrow in it. 🙂
ABANDONED
The late summer’s, afternoon sun has made the attic room at the top of the stairs unbearably hot. I’m already sweating from climbing the rickety, wooden stairs…upward into that sauna of an attic room.
Pausing in the doorway, I take a long look around. There’s nothing much to see…an unadorned window, framed in weathered wood, the slanted wall boards, giving this area of the room a tri-angular shape.
There is no hint in daylight of what is to come at nightfall.
I make my way back down the narrow stairway, taking note of the steps that creak. I must remember not to step on them later.The house is over a hundred years old…now abandoned in it’s declining years. There are spider webs in the shadowy corners, and dust particles make me sneeze. I must remember to wear a mask, when I return.
Sweat now trickles down my forehead, and my t-shirt is soaked. There are signs of mice living here…the only living creatures, besides the spiders, to call this place their home. I hear a skittering behind a wall, and smile. I’m not afraid of the mice. They’ll keep me company tonight, as I search for the abandoned souls of the dead.
For I am a ghost hunter…this is what I do.
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Here’s the opening to our attic. It is in the garage. It looks spooky up there, and I’m always thinking maybe someone is hiding out up there, or has been living up there for years, and we don’t know about it. I think they spy on us, through little holes in our ceiling. 🙂
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