You made me whole again and savage
Drowning in your mouth while I tried to breathe
We were unassailable in our belief
Thought our love immortal and flawless
The end came surreptitiously and with force
My anguish clouded all pretense of repair
You left without notice in the night
As I slept like an unaware child
There will always be a version of me
Raw and open when I think of us
Part of me will always be looking for you
In the dark bar, the coffee shop
Around the corner of my end days
Grey haired and wrinkled, waiting
Searching
For you