Home Schooling’s Black, White, and Gray Series 1, Episode 3

This is a drawing of my Dad chopping firewood from my first journal.
By M. H. Campbell Copyright 2014
Home Schooling’s Black, White, and Gray Series 1, Episode 3

This is a drawing of my Dad chopping firewood from my first journal.
By M. H. Campbell Copyright 2014
Tears loosen the icy grip of fear:
Fear of letting down, letting people see, letting people close, and letting yourself just be real–pimples, farts, screams, smiles, hugs, and all.
A heart buried out of fear of losing love if not perfect or doing what others want.
A heart surfacing through the unconditional love of Jesus, shown through people: the hugs and kisses of a one year old nephew, of walking alongside sisters through widowhood and marriage, of brothers letting me into their lives, and parents’ nurture and prayer.
A heart surfacing through giving 100 percent, of being rejected, but still having hope to heal and teach again.
I still have hope…for my life, for my city, for my world…
An engaged heart means deeper pain, but deeper hope.
My first glimpse: The blooms stuck out of the mailbox, with a note stuck next to them.
Their owner chopped their stems, placing them in an antique vase.
During dinner, the blueness added to the hope that was eaten, spoken, and shared among the four ladies.
These blossoms visualize hope.