Category Archives: parenting

cleavage at summer weddings

Posted on June 14, 2018 by undermounted

he wanted me. his fierce stare had not broken for several moments; not since I had sat down at the table and joined them 10 minutes ago. his eyes traced over the the swell of each breast, tracing them like … Continue reading →

Posted in a womans body, humor, parenting | Tagged babies, boobs, breast feeding, breasts, cleavage, humor, humour, summer weddings, tits | Leave a comment

a childless mother

Posted on June 12, 2017 by undermounted

15. you should be sneaking out, going to the 7-11 and buying nachos and getting that horrible slurpie stuff in a mop bucket when they have the ‘fill up anything’ promotion. you should be hanging out in the rec room … Continue reading →

Posted in parenting | Tagged death of a child | 3 Comments

premature loss

Posted on April 15, 2016 by undermounted

All mothers share with certain knowledge, that the unimaginable pain of holding a premature, newly born baby, as its fragile, perfect body, loses its fight to stay alive. That the grief of that loss, the loneliness that it wrenches from … Continue reading →

Posted in a womans body, parenting | Tagged anger with God, grief, losing a baby, losing faith, parenting, premature, stillborn | 2 Comments

autism milestones

Posted on April 4, 2016 by undermounted

The Autism spectrum is like viewing the changes of color inside of a rainbow. Everything blends together, so that nothing is truly distinct or separate. Minute changes, refract light differently, dramatically changing the outcome of any given situation. Along the … Continue reading →

Posted in Aspergers, Family, parenting | Tagged ASD, aspergers, autism, autism spectrum, optimist, parenting, positive parenting | 2 Comments

complicated families

Posted on March 28, 2016 by undermounted

we all have our version of dysfunctional families. we all live lives where we hide pieces of ourselves from others, so we filter what they see and how they perceive us. we’ve learned along the way that there are those … Continue reading →

Posted in abuse, divorce, Family, Husband, marriage, parenting, Relationships | Tagged family, it's complicated | 5 Comments

suffer the little child

Posted on February 27, 2016 by undermounted

i was 5 years old and my Nannie was cuddling me on a twin bed, reading me another story. i am positive she read me hundreds of pages because that is the sole memory I have of her, reading chapter … Continue reading →

Posted in abuse, parenting, Who I am | Tagged abuse, child abuse, my first concussion, my mother, rejection | 3 Comments

pieces of pieces

Posted on February 26, 2016 by undermounted

The problem with being an adult with residual emotional trauma, is when you are broken into pieces as a child, and you think you have found someone to help pull yourself back together once you’ve grown up, then discover that … Continue reading →

Posted in big cock, cock size, depression, Family, marriage, mental illness, parenting, Relationships, small penis teasing, SPT | Tagged damage by a partner, emotional trauma, Kelly Clarkson, marriage, Piece By Piece | 1 Comment

Once

Posted on February 2, 2016 by undermounted

That is the number of times you get to hit me I will pick my crumpled self up from the floor And away from the solid bruising of the wall Stand on shaky legs and turn my tear stained face … Continue reading →

Posted in Family, Husband, marriage, parenting, Relationships | Tagged abuse, childhood abuse, hitting your spouse, old writing, once, partner abuse, threats | 2 Comments

neglect trumps abuse

Posted on February 1, 2016 by undermounted

When you are repeatedly hurt as a child It forces you to retreat inside of your head You fiercely protect the ember of your soul You bury it deeply inside of a shrivelled heart Refusing to weep and bring her … Continue reading →

Posted in depression, Family, parenting, Who I am | Tagged adoption would have been better, bad mothers, child abuse, pain, parenting, unwanted children | 3 Comments

Parenting a child with Aspergers who has a high pain tolerance

Posted on October 22, 2015 by undermounted

The issue with many Aspie kids is that the ‘idea’ of pain is worse than actually ‘having’ pain; because their pain threshold is so high , they can be seriously injured and not be able to express it as ‘I … Continue reading →