Tag Archives: being hurt

the choice to cheat

Posted on August 10, 2015 by undermounted

It always saddens me a little, at my own loss of innocence, when someone is so inexperienced with life that they can unequivocally state that they don’t understand why someone would cheat on their spouse. I remember being idealistic and … Continue reading →

Posted in Affair, marriage | Tagged affair, being hurt, betrayed spouse, cheating, choices, divorce, forgiveness, marriage, staying for the kids | 19 Comments

sadistically bent

Posted on April 28, 2015 by undermounted

Power corrupted, control feigned, sadistic demand flaunted You equate a position of authority to ability for self control Not understanding that you spew forth self hatred instead You stand in postured importance over another’s pain You inflict torture of body, … Continue reading →

Posted in Sex | Tagged arousal, being hurt, dominance, fetish, sadistic, sex, sexual preference, sexual truth, sexuality, spirited, strength of character, submission | Leave a comment

impartial past

Posted on January 23, 2015 by undermounted

Memories should have long faded with the passage of time and yet stand in such sharp contrast to the reality of my world, that the moments seem like they just occurred. I close my eyes with the weight of the … Continue reading →

Posted in Affair | Tagged affair, being hurt, betrayal, lost love | 6 Comments

it’s time

Posted on December 28, 2014 by undermounted

i’ve come to wonder at my need for stable peace i’ve loved hard and lost myself entirely to it i’ve been betrayed and hurt beyond my ability to cope i’ve accepted that i can not force feelings i’ve experienced the … Continue reading →

Posted in Affair, marriage | Tagged affair, being hurt, betrayal, cheating, depression, domination, sex, submission | 1 Comment

going on the offensive

Posted on October 14, 2014 by undermounted

Tell me again why you think by virtue of wanting me, that it provides a reason for me to want you back? If I had sex with every man who offered himself to me, I wouldn’t have enough time to … Continue reading →

Posted in Affair | Tagged affair, arousal, being hurt, betrayal, cheating, depression, desire | 17 Comments

hard choices

Posted on October 5, 2014 by undermounted

my husband has his hand between my legs using two of his fingers inside of me thrusting, thrusting hard and the only thing i can think of is ‘his’ cock as he pleasures me in the same manner thrusting, thrusting … Continue reading →

Posted in Affair, marriage, Relationships | Tagged affair, arousal, being hurt, betrayal, cheating, copulation, cum, desire, fingering, hard choices | 2 Comments

walk away

Posted on September 21, 2014 by undermounted

you contact me out of the blue again and express your extreme sexual interest in me of course you want to fuck me and let me bring you to extreme sensual arousal the thing is, our misunderstanding pushed you into … Continue reading →

Posted in Affair | Tagged affair, arousal, being hurt, betrayal, blowjob, cheating, craving, dating, divorce | 2 Comments

forgiveness

Posted on May 22, 2014 by undermounted

Forgiveness is a funny word. We tend to forgive others before we learn to forgive ourselves. But what happens when something happens, that’s unforgiveable? Do you fester in anger, fear and resentment until you burst from the infection? How long … Continue reading →

Posted in Relationships | Tagged being hurt, betrayal, damaged, forgiveness, forgiving is a process, learning to forgive, letting go, moving on, primitive response | 3 Comments

shadow dreams

Posted on February 3, 2014 by undermounted

I dreamed him I stared into his beautiful eyes, searching out and remembering every detail of his visage. It was the visual slaking a long denied thirst and I was so happy to be with him again. My hands traced … Continue reading →

Posted in Affair, Relationships | Tagged affair, being hurt, connections, dreams, infidelity, love hurts, loving someone, protective barriers, sex, sexual arousal, stone walled | 3 Comments

using men as bridges

Posted on November 23, 2013 by undermounted

Thanks a lot for ruining everything for me It doesn’t matter who I meet from now on, does it? They aren’t you and so I have no fucking interest I am not aroused by them, not interested in them Their … Continue reading →