Tag Archives: isolation

soul sick

Posted on October 2, 2015 by undermounted

i’m soul sick. i’ve had so many ideas, so many realizations. acted on so many instincts. the conclusion is i am shutting down and pulling away from many people. people on the periphery of my life who i dont care … Continue reading →

Posted in Family | Tagged bad neighbors, cutting ties, family, isolation, sick | 7 Comments

memorable merry christmas

Posted on December 25, 2014 by undermounted

today was such a strange day for me in so many ways it was the best personal christmas i have had with my family in 6 years. i did not ache for my dead father who’s been absent these 5 … Continue reading →

Posted in Affair, Family, Holidays | Tagged affair, children, extended family, inclusion, isolation, kids, lovers, marriage, merry christmas | 9 Comments

time alone

Posted on October 13, 2014 by undermounted

we were not meant to live so closely together that we have to ignore everyone we see to preserve our individual space and sanity. the dis-associative behaviour is not natural for humans. we shut out so many people that sometimes … Continue reading →

Posted in ideas | Tagged alone, change, failure, fear, isolation, random thoughts | 12 Comments

regression

Posted on June 3, 2014 by undermounted

I can not get lost again in the comfort of solitude and sadness because I haven’t climbed my way out of the well I threw myself down, to get away from him. Now his shadow is looming over the round … Continue reading →

Posted in Affair | Tagged desperate to welcome him back, desperation, fear, infatuation, isolation, leaving an affair, regression, temptation, the cost of an affair | 17 Comments

Aspergers and over stimulation

Posted on August 25, 2013 by undermounted

I have a son on the autism spectrum. He has Aspergers Syndrome. When he has a meltdown, it is loud and it is noisy. It could be exceptionally confusing to someone listening to it, who has not seen it happen before, … Continue reading →

Posted in Family | Tagged aspergers, aspergers syndrome, autism, education, family issues, isolation, judgemental people, lack of education, psychological diagnosis.no tollerance for differences, school bullies, self diagnosis | 19 Comments

obligation avoidance

Posted on July 16, 2013 by undermounted

When there is too much to do, you don’t have time to be creative. You don’t have time to dwell upon issues or what might have been’s. When you have to worry about how much you have to get done … Continue reading →