Tag Archives: lover

where there is a will

his casual message is just that and we both know it. the problem is i surge with lust enhanced by weeks of celibacy broken only by brief and unsatisfying self gratification gained alone using images of him which are burned … Continue reading

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demands are met

He is more beautiful than any man has the right to be. As he stood by the window, you could see the flex of his muscles as he used the back of his hand to move the sheer to the side … Continue reading

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the evolution of cheating

after years of teaching, directing, guiding, asking, begging, lecturing and finally letting go of the idea of a monogamous marriage, to accept the reality that my husband has issues i can not touch as he will not admit to them or the … Continue reading

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get out

it would be so easy to hate myself for not being able to walk away from you, but i refuse to allow you that kind  of power over me. so i struggle, breaking my back, placing every brutally heavy, jagged … Continue reading

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seeing his face

how many years has it been? and still when i see you my tummy rolls with the excitement of how beautiful you are. your hand on my knee sends shivers through me.  i talk too fast. and about random disjointed … Continue reading

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shots fired

I’m your sugar rush. The slice of pie with whipping cream. The perfect golf swing. You want me because nothing else compares to how I get inside of your mind and manipulate your lustful body. That sweet, perfect, hard body. … Continue reading

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peace of mind

i’ve written hundreds of emails i never sent. i’ve written poetry about how i’ve lusted after your body. i’ve written heartfelt diatribe about how i feel about you and how conflicted i am about it, even while understanding so clearly … Continue reading

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exit review

what’s the point of having a thick, well hung, beautifully shaped and perfect 9 inch cock if you have ~~~~~noooooooooo~~~~~idea how to use it. none. zero. not that size alone should be an indication of performance but don’t t you think … Continue reading

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thanks for the card

i was prepared to be angry with you again. to be honest, i had planned to leave for the day and spend the night alone in a hotel room. even though you said nothing as we laid in bed, you … Continue reading

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twisted

how am i? twisted. it’s the only word adequate enough to convey the how of how i am. i hate seeing his name as it sends electric shocks through me that end with intense sexual arousal. it’s like an insane psychological … Continue reading

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