Tag Archives: narcacist

rant: vitriolic virtues

Posted on October 8, 2014 by undermounted

patience …for fuck sake … i need it i’m so glad i shared my son’s story with you so that you could steal his diagnosis to cover up your fucking pathetic hypochondriac need to be the center of attention because … Continue reading →

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bittersweet pain

Posted on September 2, 2013 by undermounted

Will you never go away? I thought I had deleted all your pictures And then today, there you were Punching me in the stomach Because I saw your face again Tucked away between family events And work trip pictures Your … Continue reading →

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pedicured toes

Posted on July 3, 2013 by undermounted

The deep purple pink of summer fuschia’s Deliciously painted on pedicured toes Perfectly shaped in cascading order Miniaturized miracles of movement Soft as the silk of an orchid’s petal Easily bruised with rough handling Sky blue trails disappearing Under the … Continue reading →

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too tired to sleep

Posted on July 2, 2013 by undermounted

I don’t want to be thought of as a cheater…but I am. I hate the fact I broke vows because they were important to me… but I did. I feel like I was pushed and pushed and pushed and finally … Continue reading →

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tired

Posted on June 30, 2013 by undermounted

What the hell am I doing? So fucking out of control Action reaction You leave me I leave you Superficial Stupid Play the whore Pretend its not Exactly what it is You walk I fuck Slut loose Your choice Not … Continue reading →

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he’s leaving

Posted on June 25, 2013 by undermounted

It happened last night at about 11:30 pm. I had gone to bed, slipping naked between the clean sheets, in a cool room. I snuggled into the mattress, making a nest of my pillows and sighed in relaxation. It was … Continue reading →

VENTING: caught again

Posted on June 23, 2013 by undermounted

Sometimes I have to remind myself to not get angry when you fail me. You always fail me. Everything nice you might do is because you have a motive behind it. You are a bastard you know. Just when I … Continue reading →

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what if’s

Posted on June 10, 2013 by undermounted

Had it not been for the fact I had a special needs child, I.WOULD.HAVE.LEFT.period.hard stop. I did leave actually…and was gone for 2 years. I came back because it was in the kids best interest to share a house with … Continue reading →

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decompression

Posted on June 5, 2013 by undermounted

100 feet underwater You are wrapped in coldness It’s peaceful and its silent Forced weightlessness Pin you to the coral You look up Through a tempered veil Of clear plexiglass Listening to yourself Regulated breaths In and out In and … Continue reading →