Away From Love



 

This is a song

Plain as love

Common as pain.

 

I want to drive away, from you, my love

To hide from the pain

Away…

 

To a distant place, where your face is unknown.

To a distant time, when I was happy alone.

To a peaceful dream, out of your reach.

To the starry nights, when you were only a wish.

 

I want to drive away, from you, my love

To hide my pain

Away…

 

To the crest of a mountain, to scatter my tears

To a southern desert, to shed my blood.

To insanity’s backyard, to bury my heart.

To a black hole, to suck my love…

Away…

 

This rainy day

On the slippery road

I am driving away from love…

 

The Fall

 



 

So here comes the fall,

Of the burning star.

Glorious and all…

One way love,

Flashing on and off,

Disintegrating light,

Touching your atmosphere,

Within a rain of fire.

 

Bursting cells with pain,

Pouring down acid blood.

A majestic fall and all…

A warped sense of pride.

One way love,

Melting my rotten flesh.

Ashes and bones on your head.

Where are you my friend ?

 

I am all alone, a white dwarf.

My once higher self,

Cannibalized by your lies.

Crawling back to my hole.

Glorious and all…

One way love,

An insignificant trail,

A fallen star in your prodigious sky.

 

 

How Many Times



 

How many times can a man stand a heart break?

What does it take, to become smart enough,

To know you are going to crash?

Yet another time…

 

Love is only a drug.

A stupid bubble that carries you in the sky

And then…bam! You knock on the ground.

With a deafening sound.

An amorphous mass of flesh and bones

Your bloody hopes lie smashed.

How many times can you rearrange this puzzle?

What does it take, to become complete?

Yet another time…

 

Love is only a joke.

A stupid poem that drags you into the light

And then…bam! You lose your footing in the dark

With weeping eyes.

A quenched spirit of disenchantment and ash.

Your bloody ego lies trampled.

How many times can you rekindle this flame?

What does it take to become None?

Yet another time…

 

Love is only a dream.

A stupid pair of wings that fly you high, in zero gravity

And then…bam! You crawl on your knees.

With frightened screams.

A pathetic tangle of insecurities and needs

Your bloody addiction shivering.

How many times can you liberate yourself?

What does it take to become free?

Yet another time…

 

Love is only a cheat.

A stupid appetizer that stimulates you to live

And then…bam! You crave for death.

With a romantic yearning.

A desperate song of failed promises and vows.

Your bloody soul lies cold dead.

How many times can you birth love?

What does it take to be loved?

Just this once…

 

I grew too old and weary to fix this mess

Yet another time…

I needed you to last…

My heart is yours

Stamp upon it, or pick it up.

…bam! I am just done.

 

 

Set Me Free



 

Oh, please, please, hear me master,

I am begging you, please, set me free.

And don’t be afraid you know I love Thee.

 

Let me hammer your skull, reshape your face,

Put out your eyes, strip your disguise.

Pull out your arms, uproot your legs,

Shatter the bones, release your phobes.

 

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Sleepless Nights



 

There are sleepless nights,

all my senses go numb,

but one.

 

Audition is sharpened.

I am transforming

to a bat.

 

That voice in my head

is always whispering,

the same.

 

Filthy lies about you.

It condemns you,

to hell.

 

I am a vampire bat.

My soul is craving

for blood.

 

Such sleepless nights,

I  am strapping myself

to the bed.

 

I am alone and afraid,

Of the night, I might, 

actually, fly … towards Death.

 

I Forget you



 

Piece by piece,

You are escaping my mind

Deviously, slither down my eyes.

Have I cried you all, out ?

Is it too late ?

I sink my nails into my neurons,

To dig out, at least, a decent illusion.

 

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Without You

 



 

Let no enticing conqueror

Summon my rise.

Burn the crops and

Salt the earth.

I am a defeated dragon

Trapped in my flame.

 

Insult not, our consecrated bond.

Fight the dark spell.

You are my Warrior Elf,

I am your Dragon to ride.

Lead my valorous soul

Above the crimson sky.

 

Betray me not, graceful warrior

Spare me the madness.

Without you, I am cursed.

No one else, will ever mount me.

Have mercy upon me and slaughter me, instead.

Speak my name and I shall vanish into thin air.