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Drinking in the morning sun
Blinking in the morning sun
Shaking off the heavy one
Heavy like a loaded gun

What made me behave that way?
Using words I never say
I can only think it must be love
Oh, anyway, it’s looking like a beautiful day

Someone tell me how I feel
It’s silly wrong but vivid right
Oh, kiss me like the final meal
Yeah, kiss me like we die tonight

Cause holy cow, I love your eyes
And only now I see the light
Yeah, lying with me half-awake
Oh, anyway, it’s looking like a beautiful day

When my face is chamois-creased
If you think I’ll wink, I did
Laugh politely at repeats
Yeah, kiss me when my lips are thin

Cause holy cow, I love your eyes
And only now I see you like
Yeah, lying with me half-awake
Stumbling over what to say
Well, anyway, it’s looking like a beautiful day

So throw those curtains wide!
One day like this a year’d see me right!

“Closed”

“When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.”

In m’n blog vind je in deze volgorde wat ik de afgelopen tijd heb ervaren:
Proberen het vol te houden:
Pearl Jam – Just Breathe

Er voor je willen zijn en alles willen geven:
Muse – Undisclosed desires

Het niet meer vol (willen houden), zien dat je het bijna opgeeft en nog één keer willen schreeuwen dat het nu toch echt moet gebeuren, maar je weet al dat het niet meer gaat gebeuren. Nog één wanhoopskreet tegen beter weten in.:
Moloko – The time is now

Inzien dat dit het niet gaat worden. Het ook niet meer willen. Te graag hebben gewild, te weinig hebben teruggekregen:
Mumfod and sons – I gave you all

De deur dicht doen. Er echt achter staan en niet anders meer willen.

Vervolgens zien dat ook deuren open staan. Een nieuw leven, met nieuwe mogelijkheden. En dáár voor gaan. Een ander die jou wel de moeite waard vind. En andersom.
Elbow – One day like this

Gave

Rip the earth in two with your mind
Seal the urge which ensues with brass wires
I never meant you any harm
But your tears feel warm as they fall on my forearm

But close my eyes for a while
Force from the world a patient smile

How can you say that your truth is better than ours?
Shoulder to shoulder, now brother, we carry no arms
The blind man sleeps in the doorway, his home
If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could have won

But I gave you all

Close my eyes for a while
Force from the world a patient smile

But I gave you all

But you rip it from my hands
And you swear it’s all gone
And you rip out all I have
Just to say that you’ve won

Well now you’ve “won”

Read the lyrics while listening …

You’re my last breathe
You’re a breathe of fresh air to me
Hi, I’m empty
So tell me you care for me

You’re the first thing
And the last thing on my mind
In your arms I feel
Sunshine

On a promise
A day dream yet to come
Time is upon us
Oh but the night is young

Flowers blossom
In the winter time
In your arms I feel
Sunshine

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Let’s make this moment last

You may find yourself
Out on a limb for me
Could you expect it as
A part of your destiny

I give all I have
But it’s not enough
And my patience is shot
So I’m calling your bluff

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Let’s make this moment last

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Let’s make this moment … last

And we gave it time
All eyes are on the clock
But time takes too much time
Please make the waiting stop

And the atmosphere is charged.
In you I trust.
And I feel no fear as I
Do as I must.

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Let’s make this moment last.

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Let’s make this moment last

Tempted by fear
And I won’t hesitate
The time is now
And I can’t wait

I’ve been empty too long
The time is now
The tender night has gone
And the time has gone
Let’s make this moment last
And the night is young
The time is now.
Let’s make this moment last.

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Let’s make this moment … last.

I know you’ve suffered
But I don’t want you to hide
It’s cold and loveless
I won’t let you be denied

Soothing
I’ll make you feel pure
Trust me
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognise your beauty’s not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers
That you’re wicked and divine
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine

Please me
Show me how it’s done
Tease me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognise your beauty’s not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me
Show me how it’s done
Trust me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognise your beauty’s not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

van Pearl Jam

The greatest question ever asked is one that has been around for centuries and still, to this day, has yet to find a perfect answer. What is the meaning of life? Scholars have studied, doctors have researched, and artists have expressed, all arriving at diverse conclusions regarding this very question. Despite this, there is one universal connection that every human being on this earth possesses. We all live.

Eddie Vedder proposes his own thoughts on life with his band Pearl Jam’s song, “Just Breathe.” Throughout the song, Vedder states the painfully obvious, yet to a surprisingly optimistic viewpoint.

“Yes I understand that every life must end, aw huh,

As we sit alone, I know someday we must go, aw huh.”

“Under everything, just another human being, aw huh,

Yeah, I don’t wanna hurt, there’s so much in this world

To make me bleed”

The optimism cannot truly be ascertained until the main focus of the song is sung, where Vedder requests, “Stay with me. Let’s just breathe.” The recipient of the song is obviously someone whom Vedder loves very much, arguably his current fiancé. Regardless, the song sends a universal message of hope for any individual who finds his or herself questioning the meaning of life. “Just Breathe” communicates the idea that life, while ephemeral, should be lived to the fullest each and every day. The song also makes the claim that life is better shared.

“Did I say that I need you?

Did I say that I want you?

Oh if I didn’t then I’m a fool you see,

No one knows this more than me.

As I come clean”

With these lines, Vedder is urging listeners to never forget the precious things in life and to never take them for granted. This, along with the entire framework of the song, expresses the sincere joy that should always accompany life. Yes, our time in this world is short, but spending each day focusing on the ultimate outcome of one’s life is moot. Relax, or as Vedder sings, “Just Breathe.”

Nightmare

Last night I dreamt a ghost took possession of me. I tried to fight it off but eventually it entered my body. Then I woke up.
I have dreamt this before. Very creepy. It is a very strong force I fight for minutes but then I lose and it enters my body. In my dreams it is about the fight I have, trying to prevent it. I don’t continue dreaming when it has actually possessed me.
I also recall a dream in which I got thrown around in my room by a spirit.

I am not afraid of ghost. I’m just under a lot of stress. Feel helpless I guess.

Possessed
To dream that you are possessed, represents your state of helplessness and not being in control of things.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7HahVwYpwo

A song we both liked and listened to. Nice lyrics.

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