I’ll keep this brief as it’s hard for me to resort to pecking with one hand…
I fell on icy snow in a most foolish way. It’s my fault I dislocated my left elbow. I didn’t get immediate care…it’s a complicated story. I saw lots of “professionals” with differing answers. I had too many useless x-rays. I was put under so strongly, I thought I died and didn’t sleep the next night. I thought I’d dodge surgery and ended up with the worst news next to amputation. My family is too trusting to support my doubts and all I have to help. I am miserable, feeling hapless and helpless. And, I can’t help feeling like people took advantage of me.
I’m not me…am I? I don’t feel like my usual self, and that arm doesn’t match my right.