Under This Sun

by xDERISIONx

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Confessional 02:20
VOICES CRY OUT UNBRIDLED RAGE, A PAIN FELT FOR YEARS NO LONGER STILL A CHORUS OF DERISION AND STILL... ALWAYS TILL DEATH
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EYES ON ME, PIERCING THE BACK OF MY NECK ALL CHOKED UP, LIFE FUCKED UP. THINK THAT THE WORLD IS OUT TO FUCKING GET ME FORCED TO THINK, THEY'RE FORCED TO FEEL, FORCED TO VICTIMIZE ME ALL THEY NEED, ALL THEY SEEK, COMPLETE DESTRUCTION OF ME. TOO MANY CHANCES I WASTED TOO MANY LIVES I'VE LEAD TOO MANY TIMES I'VE STARTED OVER LIVING LIFE FULL OF REGRET TOO MANY TIMES I'VE STARTED OVER HOW MANY MORE CAN I BEAR? EYES ON ME; TELL YOU THAT I'M FINE. SET THE SCARS ALIGHT NO RELIEF, CAN'T SHAKE THIS DOUBT - EVEN WHEN I'M ALL ALONE TIME WON'T HEAL THIS PAIN TRUTH BE TOLD I'D RATHER BE FREE I'D FALL ON MY BLADE BEFORE YOU GET THE BEST OF ME BEST OF ME I THINK YOU'VE GOT ME ALL WRONG. YOU THINK YOU'VE GOT IT ALL FIGURED OUT YOU THINK I'VE GIVEN UP? I THINK YOU'RE FULL OF SHIT WON'T BE A SLAVE TO SOMEONE ELSE'S OPINION YOU FUCKIN' WISH
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STRAIGHT FUCKING EDGE I STOOD STILL, WATCHED IN DISBELIEF TOO STUNNED TO SPEAK, ALL THE WORDS THAT RUSHED TO MY HEAD A LIFE TURNED SO COLD, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF? NEVER SECOND GUESSING; BREAKING EVERY PROMISE MADE IN YOUR HEART I KNOW THE FEAR THAT SITS IN YOU THE LONELINESS THAT HIDES THE ACHE A SMILE ONCE SO FILLED WITH JOY NOW HAS BECOME A SOULLESS MASK, WATCHING YOU FADE AWAY LIFE TURNED COLD SOULLESS STRENGTH BEYOND STRENGTH. TIED TO THE X. CAN'T WATCH YOU LIVE THIS WAY SO LONG, SEE YOU MY FRIEND
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ANOTHER DAY GOES BY. BLOOD RAN DRY BY THE CEASELESS PARASITES ANOTHER RESTLESS NIGHT. MAKE YOUR MOVE; JUST TRY TO STAY ALIVE CULTURE OF CORPORATE CORRUPTION PREYS ON THE WEAK NO MORAL CONSCIOUSNESS WILL LET US BREAK FROM THIS. A TIME FOR ACTION HAS LONG SINCE PASSED I WILL TAKE BACK ALL THAT I GIVE TO THIS MACHINE - THIS IDOL OF GREED. A MOCKERY OF TRUTHS OF VALUES HELD DEAR IN MY HEART. LOST IN THE DARK. WE MUST ENDURE THE COMING STORM. IS THERE REALLY NOTHING MORE THAN THIS? A 9-TO-5 WHILE YOU TRY AND FIGHT THE SLIP? WASTING OUR LIVES. SELLING US DREAMS OF A COUNTRY BUILT ON SUFFERING. BROTHERS, SISTERS SHACKLED AND LAID LOW. TIMES COME, RECITE THIS SOLEMN VOW: I WILL NEVER BE A PAWN AGAIN. I WILL BREAK THESE CHAINS ANOTHER DAY GOES BY. BLOOD RAN DRY BY THE CEASELESS PARASITES ANOTHER RESTLESS NIGHT. MAKE YOUR MOVE; JUST TRY TO STAY ALIVE MY TIME IS WASTED. MY YOUTH IS GONE. THE EMPTINESS IS OVERWHELMING, FEELING MY TIME TICK AWAY. IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME. NEVER FORGET THEY GIVE US ALL THAT IS LEFT. WE WORK TO DEATH TO FEED THE ONE PERCENT. YOUR PAYCHECK IS A PRISON YOU ACCEPT.
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I'VE SEEN WHAT WE ARE. I’VE SEEN ALL THAT WE’VE DONE TO THEM A SIGN OF THE TIMES NO HONOR, VIRTUE, LACKING INTEGRITY CHILDREN IN AGONY LANGUISH IN SUFFERING AND YOU STAND BY WATCHING WITH AN X ON YOUR HAND WHEN THEY NEED YOU, WHERE WILL YOU BE? TURNING A BLIND EYE TO THEIR MISERY PHARMACEUTICALS CHOKE OUR CHILDREN BY THE MILLIONS THEY LINE THE STREETS, A LOOMING TRAGEDY DRUGGED UP, FLUNKED OUT, A GENERATION LOST NO SECOND CHANCE, NO SECOND THOUGHTS WHAT HAVE WE DONE TO THEM? I'VE SEEN WHAT WE ARE. I’VE SEEN ALL THAT WE’VE DONE TO THEM A SIGN OF THE TIMES NO HONOR, VIRTUE, SELF MADE PROPHECY FATHERS SCREAM AND MOTHERS WAIL SURROUNDED AT THE WAKE BY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO SAW THE SIGNS BUT NEVER THOUGHT TO SPEAK POISON RAINS MY PEOPLE PRAY FOR SHELTER AGAIN A MOTHER WIPES HER EYE HOPE DENIED

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released April 11, 2025

Music: Joshua Conlee, xDERISIONx
Lyrics: Alex Hoeflich
Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Joshua Conlee in Houston, Texas

Thank you to Juicebox, Crawling Back, Out4Blood, xMERCYx, Wigsplit, Free4All, Spit My Rage, and all our friends and loved ones in TXHC and beyond

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Texas Straight Edge | Always Til' Death

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