This post is more for my healing and the ones to come over the next few weeks and months are that as well.
This past weekend I found out something that I will not share here but it opened an old wound. A wound that I thought I had covered up well. I hid it deep down where your not supposed to feel! I hid it in the depths because I was busy just trying to survive in that moment to deal with the consequences. Tonight that pain surfaced! It was raw! I suspect that over the next few months more pain will surface and I will work through it rather than shove it! I will feel it. I can now say I know how you FEEL rather than oh I am sorry. We can get at a place in life where we were hurt over and over again and we don’t allow ourselves to feel the pain because that would hurt. Well I am ready to take the pain head on and allow it to rear it’s ugly head, wrestle it to the ground and kick it in the butt. I’m ready to fight it. I’m ready to feel it. I’m ready to let it go.












