Kneeling in the open door of the aircraft, wind and engine roar drowning out all other sensations,
I can only tingle with a mixture of terror and anticipation. Below me, clouds swirl like disinfectant in water, and far down I glimpse a ring of prime colours which I take to be some kind of target. Viewed from ten thousand feet, a rainbow is a complete circle. Im determined to keep my eyes open. E ery second is to be relished. !"n the count of three, lean forward, dip your chin to your chest, and roll out, okay#$ %e rock forwards, then back. !"ne&$ 'orwards again, and my heart has somersaulted. (he instructors cheat, in case someone yells )no at the last second. *lummeting now at a hundred miles an hour, the noise of a thundering express train fills my head. +y mouth is parched, it is gaping open. (he cloud apour dissipates. I am bathed in sunlight. (he earth is hurtling upwards. -m I upside down# I can make out the peak of a mountain, directly beneath me& I pass through layers of red, orange, and iolet. I am falling through the rings of the rainbow. (his is the most powerful experience e er. I ha e relin.uished e ery estige of control. Inside, I am .ui ering with intense pleasure. - tap on my shoulder. %ay abo e, I make out three black dots tumbling towards me / my children& I must be crying, but I cant tell. - 0olt at my back, and I am floating in complete silence. *eace descends1 the wings of an angel are flapping abo e me. I am con inced I will break my legs when we land, but I dont care. 2pread3eagled on the grass, I scrutinise my childrens faces. (witching from adrenaline, we scream for 0oy from the bottom of our lungs. Each time I look up at the sky, I glow with the same excitement. I know how it feels to be up there, and nothing will e er be the same again. Skydiving over Cairns, Australia, for my 50th birthday.