[ The head, the girl, & the lighthouse; having left earth some time ago, –capsuled or freeform I don’t know, are in any case alive, dreaming & vast; they are in the company ofThe Archetype Anima in the dream at last. ] Far, far away… SCENE ,,Loose slips of dark ships slink laboriously through myContinueContinue reading “[ The head, the girl, & the lighthouse;”
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(i miss my mom, man)
Letters to the WorldOctober Twenty-Nine 2021 For years my mother could do little besides mature me beyond my time. I held the weight of her guilty eyes, droopy as daggers piercing past my resolve. I’ve soaked in her tears & anguish, desperation I’ll never get to know better. I wonder to myself the secrets ofContinueContinue reading “(i miss my mom, man)”
“COLOR” ,, (??) a poem to myself, about myself, (or anyone else)
Have you ever said a word so many times it feels foreign? Like, “COLOR” ,, (??) ,,Color. C o l o r ,, C / o / l / o / r ‘ ………………………………… a scratch at the back of my throat, a tongue flutter; I spit the out the word with a flick ofContinueContinue reading ““COLOR” ,, (??) a poem to myself, about myself, (or anyone else)”
the morning after ))
Letters to the World11/23/2020 What the weekend brought in sunshine over the mountain top & casual relaxation, faux-fireplace, Monday brings in rain over chill, trash trucks screeching, & work. Waiting / for this toil to end becomes mental turmoil as bad as digging ditches. I’m swallowed by the machine, spinning dizzy –cog vomiting productivity. I’llContinueContinue reading “the morning after ))”
MONTH+ ,, a Progress Report
Writer: Amber Renee Location: Back porch Time: 8am Topic: ___________ Hello. Amber here, coming to you a MONTH+ into this whole weekly bloggin’ business. // & just what have I got to say for the accomplishment?? …Hmm, honestly, that I crawled here. Nails dug into the dirt, I shoveled my way here. (& it’s onlyContinueContinue reading “MONTH+ ,, a Progress Report”
3 Goals // creative & personal
Welcome! So, I’m thinking about making this week’s weekly bloggin’ post go over some different goals or projects I have set for myself this year. You know, just to freak me out………… lol. But besides that, honestly, I’m hoping one might inspire YOU to cultivate your own goal or project, alike to mine or wayContinueContinue reading “3 Goals // creative & personal”
Book: “The Divided Self” // a recap
The Divided Self by RD Laing begins by clarifying his use of the term Ontology. Ontology in Laing’s use of the word is best described as a person’s empirical sense of “being.” If a person is an ontologically secure person, they know themselves as a solid entity in time & space, history, based off perceptionsContinueContinue reading “Book: “The Divided Self” // a recap”
July 14th POEM,, rip
Heaven is a construct, a relief we grasp onto tight. //For what? (For what??) I know you are alright. & I feel,, ( ,I feel , ,) that hell is all a laugh, ’cause what’s crafted in god-image should survive the hottest fire & (twice) come back. In pass/ing ,, you are person noContinueContinue reading “July 14th POEM,, rip”
Lately I’ve been feeling completely, & strongly my illness(es)
Letters to the World7/13/2020 Please excuse any self-pity but, here it comes….Can I withstand this life? I’m beat to the bone with fatigue stricken illness; achy & sad &…Can I withstand life? ROLL CALL!Bipolar. Depression. Psoriasis. Arthritis. IBS. Asthma. Lyme Disease. PTSD. GERD. Epilepsy. Anxiety. Okay looks like we’re all here. Good morning. (Or whateverContinueContinue reading “Lately I’ve been feeling completely, & strongly my illness(es)”
TOP 10 TRACKS
Howdy to all you out there on the other side of my screen. I come typing to you from my desk, about 7am, ready to talk to you about some sweet, sweet tunes. —Not my own. (Though I’ll have to blog about those unsteady, messy noises sometime too.) //// No, today is about my TOPContinueContinue reading “TOP 10 TRACKS”
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