Letters to the World February Eleven 2023 Oops, I did it again. “Again?” I hear you ask. Yes, again. Again, it looks like I self-published another book of poems instead of attaching a cover letter & sending it off to publishers for months of waiting patiently. Whoops. This / is the post I’ve put offContinueContinue reading “About releasing my book “Nothing / is Forever” as a Time Capsule… (Plus, link to purchase)”
Tag Archives: existentialism
)) Sad & Philosophical ,,, that’s me
Warning: Stream of Consciousness Journal Ramblings Ahead….. I’m not suicidal, nor depressed to the depths I’ve been, nor dissociative to the degree I’ve been… but I’m a little empty, a little numb. I’m a little lost feeling, though less so than I’ve been before. It’s a haunting; the ghost of anguish stealing my mind orContinueContinue reading “)) Sad & Philosophical ,,, that’s me”
Book Release Reading
Letters to the WorldApril Seventeen 2022 Today is Easter Sunday. The symbolic holiday of birth & rebirth & all the magic that comes with spring. As a recovering Christian, I find myself still fond of this holiday. Maybe it’s just this time of year? The return of light, sunshine & warmth. The growth all around,ContinueContinue reading “Book Release Reading”
[ The head, the girl, & the lighthouse;
[ The head, the girl, & the lighthouse; having left earth some time ago, –capsuled or freeform I don’t know, are in any case alive, dreaming & vast; they are in the company ofThe Archetype Anima in the dream at last. ] Far, far away… SCENE ,,Loose slips of dark ships slink laboriously through myContinueContinue reading “[ The head, the girl, & the lighthouse;”
2021 (2022)
Letters to the WorldDecember Thirty-One 2021 Goodbye to nothing I won’t bring into 2022. Strapped to my back, a target towards depression. I can at least hope for mania? Leveled out “okay” in small bursts. & you? What will you bring into 2022 as your second skin? The dark passenger of your ride around &ContinueContinue reading “2021 (2022)”
Happy Like a Lunar Cycle —
Happy Like a Lunar Cycle — Nothingness has beenextinguished. & what I thoughtwould happen, didn’t. Set free from theshackles of infinity, only here & present now. Only unbound from dreams. (I peer in, & learn & leave.) Killing those / self-fulfilling prophecies of inner torture & pain, self -destruction, rain / like torrential downpouron myContinueContinue reading “Happy Like a Lunar Cycle —”
Driving away
Letters to the WorldOctober Twenty-Eight 2021 What is there to do when waking up from a depressive episode? There has been a shroud like mourning, cloaking me in dark thoughts & miserable feelings; I have crossed through hell again. Only, this was not a hell of fire, no. Instead, a terror over fleshhood, an isolationContinueContinue reading “Driving away”
“COLOR” ,, (??) a poem to myself, about myself, (or anyone else)
Have you ever said a word so many times it feels foreign? Like, “COLOR” ,, (??) ,,Color. C o l o r ,, C / o / l / o / r ‘ ………………………………… a scratch at the back of my throat, a tongue flutter; I spit the out the word with a flick ofContinueContinue reading ““COLOR” ,, (??) a poem to myself, about myself, (or anyone else)”
(poem) & then there was light—–
& then there was light—–
meditative poetry on existence, sin, & the nonexistence of both,,,
))) ) Sadness is illusion as happiness is illusion. (Does deep burning anguish bring illumination to the soul?) (??) The all is false, for the all is mind. It’s in this universe of illusion that we’re bound to perform. ////// Souls matter…. Tears splatter / against warm cheeks, our bodies, mere modes of transportation. StrungContinueContinue reading “meditative poetry on existence, sin, & the nonexistence of both,,,”
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